Winterhaven, California, Dawn

I woke up from first night with new crowns and mouth guard.  I really was refreshed and happy. I’m feeling better with the sun and prayer. Madigan was well. He’d had diarrhea when I was out so I’ve made him rice and not fed him last night but given him several walks.  Today we had a long walk and enjoyed the sunrise.  He had an okay little poop.  I’m hopeful.  

The big questions this morning was whether to talk to the dentists about lower crowns since the upper ones make it apparent that the lower teeth aren’t as ‘pretty’. Maybe I just need cleaning. I could come back next year too.  Right now I like my smile.

Laura texted me that Ebby has told Canadians not to travel to the US because Americans don’t like us. He’s probably just trying to affect tourism but really sounds like the fool Trudeau is.  Rustad is sounding  really intelligent by comparison. The whole climate change ‘emergency’ and demonizing carbon was so artistic but scientifically stupid. Trump has returned ‘meritocracy’ and stopped the favouritism of DEI which I really like given the stupidity of having dwarf, celibate, Inuit neurosurgeon because they vote Liberal or NDP.  Such political and legal nonsense. I loved hearing that Trumps pulling the US out of the Paris treaty would save them trillions and wondered of course why ‘the budget will balance itself’ Trudeau won’t do the same.  I’m horrified at the state of the economy and the invasion of Islam young men. Trump is demanding that the borders be secured and it’s a fact that the US invasion of fentanyl and terrorists is coming mostly through Canada.  

I don’t agree with two genders but the pronouns and the entitlement went too far.  Scientifically there are 2 sexes and gender now is directly as consequence.  The ‘official’ languages in Canada are French and English despite a large number of Germans, Chinese, Indians, Persians.  So the ‘official’ genders are two.  I suspect there will need to be tweaking of this but all that nonsense of prisoners wanting sex change may be addressed more appropriately.  Pushback was guaranteed when University of Toronto wanted to fine Jordan Peterson for mistakenly misgendering a student.  I don’t know the gender of biological people but to make it my problem is grossly inappropriate. Yet there are the legitimate intersex and those who have completed sex changes.  Post orchiectomy and genital surgery I suspect there will be a place for those to be ‘female’ or ‘male’ but new definition.  This will be a scientific medical determination rather than a political legal one solely.  I will be glad to see the end of the bearded ladies. Somehow it was becoming a circus show and that was hurting those who were not into special status.  Politics.

I’m glad Trump has pulled out of the WHO.  It became a communist institution with Chinese involvement and the Ethiopian communist CEO. Truth and medicine and science are no longer at the forefront given the abuses of Covid.  

I can’t support the UN when it keeps doing shariacommunist maneuvers like calling Israel a terrorists after it is only defending itself from Hamaz and Hezballah attacks. I did see General Milley as treasonous.  So I’m glad to see him go.  

The irony is all those people who were fear mongering and doomsaying about the Republican’s last term in office turned out to be utterly wrong. Indeed Biden’s reign resulted in near WWIII many wars and major shift in power to China and the Middle East.  Russia is no longer communist but shooting missiles at Russia like Trudeau encouraged and Biden and Zelenskyy did would certainly support the return of the old hardliners.  The Orthodox Church and the middle stream have a chance in Russia without an invasion.  The Ukraine war is far more complicated than the media has portrayed it and the Crimean has been Russian since before the Crimean war so it’s no more black and white or one sided than Israel.  In fairness to Biden Syria fell on his watch and thankfully Taiwan was not invaded.  I really believe that communists don’t attack strength. That was Mao’s teaching and now with Trump a strong leader in power especially with Vance there is hope for peace , detente.

I’ve been distracted by the news so it’s all above my pay grade and wheels within wheels. The truth is all I know is today. I’m delight to talk with Laura, pray for my family and friends, glad my dog is better and thankful I have work and can be of service.  I believe in God and Jesus Christ. I pray each day for guidance.

Thank you Jesus.  

I’m enjoying being here on the Quechan Indian Reserve in their Sleepy Hollow RV Park in Winterhaven California ten minutes walk from the border of Mexico.  I really like Los Algadones.  Everyone is friendly and I’ve this new dazzling (smile) smile

Now I just need a face life, liposuction and a fountain of youth.  Thank you Jesus.

Friday, Burnaby Lake, Media Election

Laura and I had a lovely walk in the sun to Burnaby Lake. Great trail. No bikes.  Everyone enjoying the peace and quiet.  We finally arrived at the lake where the ducks hang out, glad for the seed treats people bring. I saw the Mandarin Duck again. The wood ducks are always there. The delight this time was the Green Winged Teal. Also loved the Red Winged Black Birds. 

 It was a wonderful escape from the cacaphony of the election. It really is disturbing , all the corporate corruption and election graft.  I don’t like Biden.  A corporate ‘nice imposter’, with the monster son who he uses. 

Then there’s Kamala, the US Eva Brawn. I thought Obama was more than his colour but to hear women on FB Kamala is just a brown vagina. Any brown vagina who gets a head is good enough for them. I can’t recall ever thinking like that about men or women. I was raised on meritocracy and believed the best pilot should fly the plane. That’s all gone now with Identity Politics and Gender Studies.  All men in Canada are primarily in their job because of their penis and a vagina would do better.  It’s South Africa all over again where white is now murdered by blacks and still there are people who think that is good. I am so out of it. I really have these outdated ideas of ‘Love thy neighbour.’  But Islam is not Christian. Communism is the religion of Aetheism. 

I look back on my life and all the times I didn’t stoop to be have like a Trudeau or a Biden cost me financially.  Now it’s all about euthanasia and MAiD.  God is great all of the time.  In this world the authorities killed Jesus.  Canada is a war monger state that lies.  Trudeau just sold 80 billion dollars in weapons and brought in more measures of dictatorship than his bro, Obama, whose spying on citizens is second only to Communist China and Koumeni Islam.  I am afraid. I’ve been brash and outspoken. My friends say they learned to ‘whisper’ in Islam.  The leaders of Islam are celebrating the beheading of anyone who makes fun of their God who clearly has no sense of humor despite being a joke to anyone not ruled by the sword. 

I’m actually enjoying my life. I’m safe. For now. I’ve heat and shelter and running water and indoor plumbing. I have all those physiological needs that Maslow said were basic. I have friends and family and my emotional needs are met. I have work and purpose and meaning so that I’m likely to survive even Auschwitz given what Victor Frankl said of his experience as a psychiatrist. The issue is self actualization.  Poets and writers are always the first killed in totalitarian states. I’ve been passed over for promotion because I’ve believed in objective truth and stated it against the lies of leadership. I’ve watched a blatant lying psychopaths fiction been preferred to sane truth by the corrupt authorities. 

It’s been worse each year but now I’m rather old and easily wasted. I can be disappeared or arrested and no one cares. The very leaders of Hong Kong are now in jail for questioning the evil Borg regime of Xi JinPing, Trudeau’s friend and likely lover.  Nothing makes sense of present day politics except the lists of those who met together on Epstein’s Island.  They are all anti Trump. I disagree with pedophilia even if that sentiment is no longer consider a true Canadian value. I celebrate adult sexuality between consenting adults and object to the Courts persisting in the sexist chivalry and political decisions.  But I’m passe. I reread the last of King Lear and hoped that that was not what we were seeing here.  Cornelia as Ivanka. 

 I don’t like George Soros, the Nazi sympathizer any more than I like Hanoi Jane and Benghazi HIllary or alleged pedophile Trudeau the stoner and liar. But frankly I don’t know these people. 

I met Trudeau’s father, an intellectual cold fish, loved the power and leadership of Chrétien who I met as well. I also thoroughly respected Turner who I spent a day with and truly admired Harper who I spent an evening with.  The difference is that these are real people. All these other images I speak about, Trump, Biden, Kamala, are media characatures.  Comic strip people created by dumbed down leftist corporate America. The translation of world by the low brow likes of corrupt Zuckerberg, a rather evil little man who thoroughly delights in abusing powers and others as the Congress hearings have taught us. These corporate leaders are not the stuff of history.  

I loved walking and looking at the colourful birds. It was good to be with Laura. We missed Gilbert, our cockapoo and talk a lot about a coming puppy.  She has her sister, children, grand children. I’ve nephews and family in the distance, friends here. But it was the dog I lived for. I miss the dogs and cats.  I’m rather lonely in my empty house thankful for a visit from Laura in these Covid times of isolation and alienation.  

I had hoped for some relief and reassurance with the election but Xi JinPing continues to rule the world with the UN at his bidding and he now looks to invade Taiwan as he has Hong Kong. That concerns me.  Clearly Trump was a formidable leader whose skills challenged the low brow stoner trust fund mentality of slacker Trudeau.  Bide and Kamala with their criminal histories will work with Quebec’s corrupt corporate SNC Lavalin. There’s more destruction of the middle class, my class and the elite will continue to get richer and more powerful with a new Maga Carta in the works but nothing for us squished down with the peasants to fit the Marxist binary vision.  We’ll get more free Heroin and free Marijuana and maybe more cheap sex with younger and younger people  The temple boys and girls given instead of work and position that gives one self esteem.  

I’ve chosen good over wrong. I’ve been a moral and ethical person.  This is Rome and the Empire moves along.  The Dark Star has always been there. Jesus said that this world was ruled by Satan. It’s all Money and Power. Marx said, Money is the God of the Jews.  Money and power is all that communism is about. Power is all that Sharia is about.   Satan is more apparent now.  I didn’t see the powers and principalities when I was young even though I read Brothers Karamasov.  It’s taken age to help me appreciate the wisdom of the classics.

I may have to stop writing to avoid jail or to avoid economic reprisal but I can continue to take pictures of birds. I’m too old to get by with sexual favours but I could sell a kidney if the need arose.  Others will face that.  It was so sad to see the active drug addicts in Malaysia and India.  The power of AA in Mexico was wonderful to see. The Church has always been there in times of terror and strife.  These are dark times. Gandhi said that we needed to meditate more. Martin Luther King said, it’s going to be a tough day, so need to spend more time one our knees.  

Thank you Jesus for all the blessings I’ve known and have today.  Guide me this day and in the days to come. Help me be of service to my fellow man and woman. St. Patrick protect me. Christ in front of me. Christ behind me. Christ to the left of me. Christ to the right of me. Christ beneath me. Christ above me. Christ within me and Christ without. Christ in the thoughts that everyone has of me. Holy Spirit come.  Hallelujah. God is good all of the time. Thank you St. Francis for the birds.

Red winged black bird

Duckie

Dowitcher

Mandarin duck

Green winged teal

Wood duck

Bird voyeur with Nikon and chef’s hat beret

What If I Am Wrong?

The difference between 'fanatics' , 'psychopaths' , 'sociopaths' , "activists',  "idealogues' and the "happy cabbage followers", is they don't 'question' the 'propaganda' and I do.
I remember questioning authority as a child. It probably began when a teacher bared my bum in front of the class room and spanked my bare bottom.  My mother didn't think that was right.  She didn't object when I was 'strapped' at school or even 'caned'. I was fortunate to go to Viscount Alexander School and Vincent Massey High School where 'spare the rod and spoil the child' was the prevailing wisdom of my day.
So much of what I know today was 'wrong' when I was young yet much of what was 'right' when I was young seems even more right today.

So today I keep asking myself 'what if I am wrong':
1) about Justin Trudeau's leadership of Canada.
2)  the deeply corrupt nature of the United Nations
3) The United Nations dangerous Agenda 21
4) Abortion as an anti woman and anti family agenda
5) The increasing elitism and the reduction of the middle class with the division of society into a 2 tier society of rich and poor.
6) Climate Change - that man's contribution is over rated and the projections are fraudulent  and the the "fear mongering' is principally a 'tax grab ' and 'redistribution of wealth' scheme
7) The 'one world order' is dangerous and dominated by aetheist/pagan communist/fascist elementgs of totalitarian elitism.
8) That God and Love are better than Aetheism and fear.
9) That the more people drunk and stoned as is the occasion with the greater availability of the drugs and alcohol the worse it is for society
10) That history has shown that aetheists as represented by communists are a great killing mob
11) That Islam has since time beginning been an imperialists expansionist religion with no separation of religion and state and long history of persecution of Christians and other minorities.
12)  The disinformation today, the lies of the main stream media, and the destruction of journalism, the manipulation of the media  would make Nazi Goebbels smile and Marshal McLuhan weep.

What if Justin Trudeau and the Liberals are really there not at all interested in consolodating their power for an indefinite reign, an undemocratic, emperor like nation with "forever liberal', 'one party dictatorship' like other communist countries have been.  What if Justin Trudeau is at heart only interested in Canadians and is self sacrificing and like Gandhi wouldn't think of living in a palatial castle.  What if he and his wife are really poor people trapped in their trust fund existence and really feel for other Canadians who can't pay the rent or struggle with the bills each week.  Maybe he really does care and his arrogance and insincerity with episodes of mood swings and anger binges with facile apologies are just youthful exuberance.  Given that nearly 40 % of Canada are conservatives and another 20% are NDP it's not at all he Liberal plan to 'dictate' their leftist agenda to the people but really understand that a political party should represent Canadians and not be smug and superior insisting that their ideas are what Canadians want.  His undoing all of the work of the last 10 years of a majority Canadian vote for 2 term conservative leadership really isn't an indication that he is a rabid idealogue who will have 'no other gods but me'.  I really am looking at things wrongly when I see him swearing violently in the most esteemed office, selling his naked body, and playing to the masses with sex and stupidity.  I'm wrong. Maybe I'm wrong .
I feel like I feel people who lived in Germany in 1939 must have felt. I feel like I think people who lived in Russia when Lenin took power must have felt.  Maybe Justin Trudeau isn't like those demigods and that the Liberals aren't like the Communists or the Fascists in their arrogant belief that the rest of Canadians are stupid.  Maybe I'm wrong.  I really should just cool it.  I'm just not seeing the holiness of Justin and Sophie and understanding that our government leaders really do care only for the people and aren't self serving.  Maybe I'm wrong.

 I can't believe that the United Nations isn't a corrupt despotic organizations that is notorious for its deceit and diabolical abuse of power. It's principally run by the military industrical complexes of the leading nations. It's main function is to stop change and maintain the status quo.  The world is a perpetual war machine.  Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe the leaders of the United Nations, all those tyrants and dicators and mob bosses are full of brotherly love. Maybe I'm wrong about them and shouldn't fear them even though they put out a document Agenda 21 which essentially promotes rounding people up in camps and killing off half the population or more.  These beurocrats are loving sweet and idealogically profoundly caring folk who want the best for the poor and aren't just interested in keep their power and owning their slaves and killing the poor in their countries.  Maybe I'm wrong.  The UN really is a group of people who could be trusted with babies and barnyard animals and I've been just too unkind in judging them falsely. Maybe I'm wrong.

Maybe Agenda 21 is a lark and no one should worry because Das Kapita was written and distributed but no one paid attention to it till after WWII and here is Agenda 21 the very same kind of war causing document put out by the UN and worshiped by the Liberals and the Democrats. Yet US state after US state is bringing in laws to counter the devious guerilla warfare promoted in the Agenda 21.  Maybe I shouldn't be afraid of these people who would 'divided and conquer' and 'destroy from within'.  Maybe I'm wrong.

Maybe abortion was always a good thing and aborting and killing babies was the right way.  When the alternative was to pay women to have children we see that approach was rejected for the 'day care' model with women being sent to the workplace and their children indoctrinated at earlier ages despite all the research that shows mother child relationships are the best and it's not good for women to be treated like men in a herd mentality. Maybe I'm wrong and abortion and euthanasia are loving and that's what we should all want though the elite seem not to be aborting as much as they want the poor to do and the elite seem to be doing everything in their power to extend their lives. I shouldn't worry about these things. I should drink the Kool Aid and be positive. Sing Koom Ba Ya!  "Peace in our TIme",  Chamberlain.  I really have to stop talking about these things or reading these things. Watch reality tv.  Get into the Hunger Games.  Find out what the Kardasians are fucking this week.  Love 50 shades of Grey.  I'm just too rigid and really need to get with the agenda.  Killing babies is where it's at and then we can use the stem cells to extend the life of the old. And since only the rich can afford to have children get around the insaniety by telling women that abortion is the 'choice' movement. Women don't have choice. They can't afford to raise a child not like in the bad old days. The feminists tell them the 50's was horrible for women because they lived in houses the family owned and they had children they raised and they went on long vacations had cars and watched a whole lot of tv . But today women can be be comrades and work in factories and make next to no money despite a huge debt for a liberal arts degree which taught them they were oppressed but they didn't take the opportunity to go into engineering even though some women did, like the 50% of the medical and law classes and those women are doing okay.  They never talked about being 'oppressed' neither did the Queen or Lady Di but feminisms is there to help them overcome their oppression and blame everything wrong in the world on men. Not on the rich and elite men and women, not on Hitler and his diabolical girlfriend Eva Braun. All of the women leaders in the 20th century took their country to war and the 'establishment of men and women' , the 'genderless elite' continued to 'divide and conquer' by using the stupidity of the masses to attack their neighbour but not the leadeership.  Maybe I'm wrong about the fixed bank and government subsidy programs and cronyism and thinking that things are more and more like Europe where the class system reigns or like Los Vegas where the house always wins.  Maybe I'm just wrong. All the bankers and all the leaders want life and they really don't want abortion for the  poor while the king to be and his queen to be keep popping out their children because they can afford to have job. Isn't Kate such a lovely mother. Just like Sophie but Sophie is a feminist and feminism has always been good for the elite. I'm just wrong.

All of the data suggest the destruction of the middle class and the increasingly wealth and power of a very small minority of the world. This elite is wealthier than historic kings and their lands. These megabillionaires like Buffet and Soros and the Chinese Communist elite and all of the representatives of the G7.  They're probably all spending their time trying to find ways to improve my life. They're thinking, not about themselves and amassing power and wealth but rather how to make my life better. They're worried that when I get older that I won't have a pension or safety or health care. They really care about me and all those meetings of the G7 and G20 are about helping old white guys in Canada and old white gals in Canada have a place which isn't cockroach infested and food and clothing and safety in their old age after 40 or 50 years of working and serving the rich payhing ludictrous amounts of tax to those who don't appear to pay tax but rather are robber barons with their offshore accounts and their personal supreme court judges and lawyers making little deals to keep the rich and elite out of jail even when it's likely that they're little different than the Saudi Kings and Princes with their 9 year old sex objects and beheading of anyone who disagrees with them. Only they're more discrete and subtler.  Maybe I'm wrong about them.  Maybe they're all just teddy bears.  Queen Elizabeth is such a sweet lady. She and her family really are just spending all day long worrying about my concern over the taxes I pay. I heard her heating bill is a concern .  I loved that she was the backbone in the fight against the Nazis but is she a Nazi or Communist today The European Economic Union seems a very strange and bizarre place with the truly strange Merkel leadership.  Weird isn't as bad. I think elites like the Queen and the Clintons and the Trudeaus don't care about me but maybe they really do.  Maybe they cry because I'm unhappy because all day like I see marginalized disenfranchised people who are hopeless and are maintained on the edge of life but there seems little hope of really helping anyone. It's like everyone just wants the status quo to go on and the boot lickers to rise.  Maybe I'm wrong about this.  Waht if I'm wrong. How foolish I'd feel to find out that Justin Trudeau and the Chinese Government really do care about me and my old age.

Maybe I'm just wrong and we really do need a 'One World Government' and the leadership needs to be an aetheist like Stalin or a neo pagan like Hitler. All the one world government types, like little Napoleon Trudeau are right and my libertarian ideas are just wrong. Maybe Gandhi was wrong. Maybe Churchill was wrong. Maybe Washington was wrong. Maybe all the people I admire were wrong too. Obvious Bernie Sanders and Marx and Lenin are right and obviously as a woman Hillary Clinton should be put in power because we need a vagina for a leader.  It's only sexist to say we need a penis for a leader. It's only racist if we say a white man should get the job of flying a jet fighter over the tranny drawf hairdresser of mixed colour but certainly an illegal immigrant. I found it very strange that so many of the border agents in North America are from other countries than those whose border they now protect. Maybe I'm wrong about all this.  Maybe everything is okay and it's okay to do heroin and crack and it's okay even to kill. All thse ideas I've have about morality and ethics are wrong and I should just go with the flow.  Lighten up.  Maybe I'm wrong.

Maybe everyone should join Obama in snorting coke and join Trudeau in smoking a joint. I shouldn't be abstinent from drugs or want people to be abstinent from drugs. Obviously it's okay. Everyone would best smoke dope and drink wine but the Muslims don't recommend that and they're rather militaristic.  So being awake is something that we want the Trojan Horse to do. And who is our enemy. Not religious people but political people wearing religion as a disguise.  All the greatest tyrants of all time have used religion to justify their brutality but today the cowardice of religions is amazing. The last iman to question the Saudi King was beheaded.  The Christians who questioned the leadership were excommunicated by the Pope. The Anglican Church split and the Mormons ran off to Utah. We really need a space ship for people like me to get off this planet before the purges begin and everyone must think and talk like whoever the communist or neo pagan or aethest one world government says it's the right uniform and dress. Maybe tats and spike hair. I don't know but maybe I'm wrong to worry about everyone getting stoned and increasingly people seeming out of it.

Islam has been attacking Christians for centuries and now are lying about who started the Crusades, a defensive response to their invasion and now are telling everyone that Christians are the aggressor when they're being persecuted and Christians who are persecuted are being excluded from refugee status in Canada in favour of Muslims.  What's that about. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe Christians should be killed en mass and muslim and Christian women raped en mass by ISIS&;  Maybe I'm just wrong.

Maybe the Media is telling the truth and Islam is a country of peace. And the planet is boiling to our collective death like Al Gore said and the ice caps aren't gone and the fish are not all dead like Silent Spring said and Suzuki is rich and powerful and has houses and millions and is forever hypocritically telling everyone else how to live without waste of energy. Just like Trudeau who runs his vehicles all the times and flies wastefully all over the world to hang with Dicapprio who uses the greatest gas guzzler engines of all time. Maybe I should just believe the media and know that Justin and Sophie really are lovely people who love us just like the Kardasians are virgins and we should all have sex change operation or maybe species change operations and no one should question the leadership. We should all just hug and say loving things and maybe I'm wrong. Jesus wasn't beheaded by the State and all that 'civil liberty' crap and the anti war movements were wrong because the Liberal and the Conservatives and the Democrats and the Republicans and the Buddhists and the Catholics and the Muslims and the Communists and Aetheists are all making money off war and babies are being killed by everyone. Maybe I'm wrong to question this and maybe I'm wrong to have a dismal outlook on politics today.

Maybe I'm wrong to wonder about a Satanic Ritual being performed in the European Economic Union's centre while Europeans all over ignore the gang rapes of teen age girls by muslim gangs.  Maybe I'm just not seeing things properly. Maybe I'm just all wrong.

Everything is wonderful.  The Canadian dollar is a peso and our debt is rising all the while our leadership is spending millions on mansions and trips. I'm wrong to be cynical and negative.

Maybe I'm a 'hater' like I'm called. All my years of caring and serving and working are really nothing. I'm just wrong.

Maybe I'm wrong.

What if I'm wrong?  I wonder that.

But I don't believe Justin Trudeau, Obama, Hillary or Merkel ask themselves that. That's what really scares me.  But God is Love and anxiety is a measure of one's distance from God so personally I'm going to focus on the positive and thank God that the majority of Canadians did not vote for Justin Trudeau, that Communists Countries have all but China been overthrown, that the Muslim invasions were beaten back and that the neo pagans Nazis lost the war.  So I'll believe that right will prevail and if I'm wrong then great . If I'm right.  Well, we may fear in the night but light comes in the morning.