Monday, September 28, 2026

Journal, Laura and Madigan, Burnaby Autumn

Laura has driven home after a couple of weeks here. She left in her little red Smart Car with Madigan whining to see her leave.  

She had the flu the first week she was here.  Her boss was down too and her clinic was closed so she spent the week here with me feeing her soup and barbecues and her steadily getting better with Madigan’s nursing.

I’d had the motorhome in for the engine compressor replacement and work on the Hvacs system.  I’ve one more trip to Langley at the end of October and my hotorhome should be prepared for the trip south in Decemember. 

I had realized I lost a peg for the Demcon Excalibur Hitch and was so so pleased that E&H Hitch in Langley had a spare. I drove out there and collected it so that our hunting trip next week is still on.  With the hitch I’m able to pull the jeep behind the Thor Motorhome. I’ll drive up to the country and Laura will be able to stay in the motorhome while Madigan and I go out each day in the jeep to park beside trails to hike in search of bucks and grouse.

I was aghast that I’d lost this price of the puzzle through stupidity.

I’ve continue to work.  It’s about 30 ours a week and I really enjoy  many of my patients and am thankful for the opportunity to be of service.,  

This weekend I’ve been for a swim and today Madigan and I did the Burnaby lake walk

I’ve finished read Defenders of the West by Ibrahim telling the story of the crusades.  There are so many lies about Palestine and ‘religion of peace’ and Iran.  Islam invade Iran and killed the Zoroastrians. The Middle East was mostly Christian but the Muslims raped, killed enslaved and subjugated country after country til Godfrey fought back . Then it was a series of defensive responses with Cyd pushes the Muslims out of Spain after there years of terror. Then the Turks genocided the Americans and Hungarians and Vlad the Impaler pushed back.  The Islam invasions were reigns of terror with millions murdered and countless enslaved and boys taken in to make the next army.  The Taliban and Hammas are simply continuing the Jihadist core of the religion. The moderate Muslims are looked down on by groups like the Muslim Brotherhood . Sharia law is primitive and in part barbaric.  Yet that’s being promoted and Obama thought to be Muslim seen as a Trojan horse. Now Carney says Canadian values are Muslim values and it’s all so irritating. The Pope says we can co exist but there’s no evidence of this as Islam does not separate church and state and promotes totalitarianism as does communism the religion of aetheism. The is no secular space in these tyrannies. 

I’m reading medieval history and seeing King Charles pontificating like an old dinosaur.  Muslims invade Malaysia. Thailan’s king is thought sacred.  It’s all politics and it really does at times seem like Neo medievalism

I read an hour a day of social media especially enjoying the jokes and the beautiful women in bikinis/. My favourite joke this week was , a man tells the doctor his eyes are sore and water whenever he has sex and the doctor replies he must be allergic to pepper sprang.

I am still reading Evelyn Underwood’s Mystics of the Church.  Somewhere I have the book 20 influencail Christian’s and I’m making my way slowly through that.

With Laura here I read a lot.  I also barbecued steak and pork chops and burgers from Frull Basket Burchers in New Westminster. At night we watched more episodes of Blue Bloods and the conclusion of Reacher.

I’m a bit burnt out and looking forward to a couple of weeks hunting. I will still work 2 an half day a week rather than 4 days a week. I’m really looking forward to driving south . It a couple of thousand km and I only can drive 3-4 hours a day so it’s about 4 days of steady driving. I’m going straight to Palm Springs and Laura is flying in to join us for a few weeks over Christmas.  When I’m working virtual from the south it seems it’s less ‘busy’.  I continue to pay the bank.  I’m thankful that I can get out of the winter wetness and into the desert believing it protects my lungs and keeps me alive.  

I’ve really enjoyed my men’s meeting Wednesday and this week I had the Saturday morning MD2 Idaa recovery meeting and the WCDIR recovery meeting this morning.  I like the description of prayer putting one into a complementary wavelength. I certainly appreciate prayer and meditation. I also like gratitude a lot. 

Thannk you Jesus for this wonderful fall day, the sunshine and blue sky.  Thank you






God

There is one God, God of Gods.  

Sunday, September 27, 2026

Homosexuality and Reproduction

Homosexuality, men having sex with men, is principally an issue for the family and community if there is exclusivity.  Bisexuality has never been such and issue. Lesbianism similarly, though quite common, does not pose a threat to the family or community except where there is exclusivity.
Throughout history reproduction has been associated with increase in the size of the family and tribe.  Children were viewed historically as ‘tools’not as the ‘pets’ they are to many today.  The same was true of dogs and cats. Their purpose was to serve the parents, family, and community. 
The larger the family the greater the wealth and protection.  Anything that conflicted with this was ‘taboo’.  Hence homosexuality wasn’t about the form of intercourse or even anal or oral sex.  Homoxexuality and lesbians were normal in ancient religions, in Hinduism, (see the temple carvings), in animism, in Islam and Greec e and Egypt and certainly in Africa.  The issue for the family is the refusal to reproduce not the act per se.  Where men and women were bisexual there was no issue.  
All discussion of LGBT must to be responsible consider that ‘selfishness’ is at issue.  Parents wanting a dynasty are challenged by children wanting same sex relationships.  Even today Islam with its multiple wives and sex with men and women but promotion of the reproductive female and the slave girls is productions twice the population that other religions are producing.  They openly say they will win the war for religions by superior reproduction.  Bisexuality and even bestiality were not uncommon in anxient times but women reproduced and more wives and younger wives and slave girls ment larger armies.  Bisexuality was accepted as long as reproduction carried forward.  Refusal of men and women to reproduce was however an issue for the family and community and survival of the army and empire.  

Friday, September 25, 2026

Journal, Burnaby, THOR. E&H Hitch. Jeep

Carney is preparing for war with the US.  His fear mongering about climate change has fizzled with Suzuki saying no one listens to him anymore. The Arctic remains there despite all Al Gore’s hot air and Greta’s pubescent UN heat. Now his wife is stirring up trouble in the Oceans and Hillary’s friend George Soros continues to want to destroy western civilization in exchange for sharia communism.

I’ve lost a metal plate for towing my jeep and am waiting for E&H hitch to let me known if they have another.  Laura and I are booked to drive to Princeton for deer hunting next Friday.

I dreamed I rode my e bicycle straight up and got off just short of the pinnacle.  My dreams are generally good, optimistic and positive.

I think of my family in heaven.  There is less time ahead of me than behind me.

I’ve a good life.  I work and walk the dog and eat and pay bills and taxes.  My motorhome is mortgaged.  My Jeep has a year of payments left.  Liquidated today I’d pay for them and be even.  I have no big reserve. I was working because I wanted to but some days I feel indentured.  Then I remember I’m going south in my motorhome for 2-3 months this winter. My camper is repaired in storage. I’d just need a truck to take it out but I hope to sell it in the spring once I’ve cleaned it out.  My Vespa isn’t selling and my friend can’t unload by inflatable and trailer.  I’ve downsized.  

I work Monday to Thursday and do errands Friday.  I’ve another trip to Ford to finish the repairs on the Thor engine. That’s when I return from Princeton.  I had a half dozen Fridays in the lounge of jeep or Ford and some more in the lounge of Traveland.  Maintenance of equipment is a major issue in life.  I wonder what the apartment dwellers do with all the time.  I imagine later in life I’ll opt for a fixed dwelling either this motorhome or a side by side with yard for the dog.  That’s years ahead.  I have friends working till they’re 80.  If I was independently wealthy I might travel instead.

My friend John and Jennifer went on a safari last year and I was envious. I know envy is a sin so I was happy for them . I felt self pity through when I saw the Egyptian Christian tour for 2 weeks for $10,000. It would be safe to go as a tour. I include Laura but that’s cost and Madigan is central to all my plans.  Laura often takes care of him so I can go to medical conferences. I think the IDAA in Miami next may be on the agenda. I so enjoyed the Pacific Psychopharmacology Conference. 

I’m muddling along in work.  I imagine many other Canadian doctors, especially those more burnt out are just getting by too.  

It rained all night. Wet this morning. Laura took Madigan for a walk and he pooped.  

I’m reading Defenders of the West by Ibrahim , the history of the people who kept back the invasion of the Muslims even now as hoards of military aged men rape their way through the west with the support of the corrupt governments.  England has fallen with France but there’s hope that Germany will rise.  I don’t like Carney.  He’s a Brookfield CEO stripping Canada of its assets and soul. I don’t like WEF and all the other Neo communist institutions.

I”m healthy. My back was sore in the night. I put Voltarin on around 5 am. It’s most like rheumatism and rain and change of weather. I phoned the chiropractor Dr. REady but he had already closed his office on Thursday.  

I;ve prayed and meditated.  I liked my Wednesday Men’s meeting seeing George and Neil and Terry and Jack and Mario and Marty and the lot.  I feel a part of community.  I’ve a health care meeting on Saturday morning and a Western Canada Doctors in Recovery meeting Sunday.  I’m looking forward to getting to church with our new minister soon. When I get back from Princeton . I so hope that E&Hwill find a part.  They;re part of a kit but I really hope they  are sold separately and I’ll have it so I can go hunting Friday,. I’m tired and really looking forward to the drive south. The hunting is exercise and I’m enjoying that I’ve stopped gaining weight and am losing a little then I binge on peanut butter sandwiches.  Gaining weight is easy with sedentary work but losing weight is a challenge.

Laura and I will be in Palm Springs for Christmas.  I am blessed.  I’m alive . My family is well.  Laura ‘s family is well. Madigan is crazy but physically healthy.  I’m grateful.

Thank you God for all your blessings. Thank you for this day. Thank you for my family and friends and pets and those in heavens and here and help me know thy will and have the courage and power to carry it out.  Help me be less judgemental and more humble and kinder.  Thank you Lord for this day. Thank you Lord for E&H  and Thor and Jeep and the DevCon hitch system.  Thank you that I’ve learned this lesson here rather than in some distant place .  Thank you all your blessings.  Thank you for the fond memories.  Thank you for the people and places.

May I know you more clearly God. May I serve you still. Thank you Jesus. 









Thursday, September 17, 2026

Journal, Burnaby, Thursday, Autumn

Thank you for this day. Thank you for my dog, Madigan, even his walking over my face this morning.
Thank you for the Apple phone and the waking alarm song, Holy Holy, Holy.
Thank you for indoor plumbing. Thank you for water and razors and shaving cream and soap. Thank you for fresh laundered towels.
Thank you for Merry Maids, the two beautiful young ladies that came to clean my place yesterday leaving it all fresh and touched by their grace. I felt cared for sleeping in clean sheets and especially appreciated their meticulous cleaning of my floors and surfaces. Madigan is a filthy roommate and walks on tables and drugs his butt across the floor. It is a joy to know for hours I will experience civilization and a hygenic home.
Thank you for my Thor Motorhome from Traveland which I have thanks to Scotiabank which has served me for so many decades.
Thank you for Doc Side Medical Clinic and my being paid this week so that I could pay the debt I accrued this week to pay this last month’s taxes which are so excuciating given the sloth and corruption and decadence we daily hear of in our leadership who even get a pass on even child sexual acts and inside trading. 
Thank you for my father and mother. Thank you for my brother. Thank you for my family and the community I grew up in. Thank you for Fort Garry. Thank you for my high school and college and university. Thank you for the church and Boy Scouts and the YMCA. Thank you for the Manitoba Theatre School and Ken Mathews’s Dance SChool. Thank you for baseball, hockey, volleyball, racketball, ping pong and martial arts.  Thank you for horse back riding, bicycles and motorhomes.,
Thank you for my Jeep today and my  Trek.
Thank you for my accountant Anil Auluck. Thank you for Dam’s Ford Service.
Thank you for may Apple IPhone 17 and the exciting anticipation of getting and iPhone 18
Thank you for tech
Thank you for tv and stories. I really appreciated Guy Ritchie. Thank you for his movies. Thank you for Reacher and the exciting conclusion. Thank you for novels and reading. Thank you for clothing. Thank you for food and refridgerators.
Thank you for rifles and shotguns.
Thanky you for paintings and painter.
Thannk you for scientists, engineers, inventors and artists.
Thank you so many blessings. 

Thank you God. Thank you for prayer and meditation.  Thank you for your guidance. Thank you Jesus Christ. 





Monday, September 14, 2026

Burnaby, Journal

















I slept well dreaming of a couple I know who bought another coastal sailboat after selling theirs.  I was enjoying their company and being back on the sea. I drove back from Merritt in my Thor Motorcoast and it brought back memories of cruising. I really am enjoying the comfort and luxury of the Thor, land travel and reliable electricty, heat and water.  Living on a sail boat was a challenge at time but being at anchor was unbeatable.

It’s noisy in the city.  I was slow adjusting to the quiet of the country. I felt I was lonely when I may have just been experiencing to some extent the quiet.  It took us an hour to set up to go, three hours driving, then an hour to set up here.  I drop off my laundry then Madigan and I drove across town to visit with Laura.  I didn’t like the stupidity of traffic.  A couple of pedestrians ran across the road in front of me. Madigan as usual was beside himself seeing his love Laura. She spills him.  We had lunch at No 3 Cafe.  She had ham and cheese . I order ad turkey sandwich and a chicken sandwich thinking of him. As it was he just wanted her ham and only had a little of the turkey or chicken. He was too excited.  

We headed home. She’s here this weekend. I emailed Clinton Pines RV . It’s 4 and 1/2 hour of travel , a bit of a stretch but I didn’t think the RV parks still open in Princeton could accommodate the motorhome.  I hope to hear from them today.  I let Mary Lou know we’re to be away Oct. 2 to 17 and I won’t be working the Mondays and Thursday mornings.I’ll work Wednesday and Thursday and Thursday afternoon. It will give me some relief from the body thrashing hunting.  

All is well.  It’s a cloudy day but weather is fine. Good walk with him 




Saturday, September 12, 2026

Merritt, BC, Journal, Bow and Rifle Hunting

I came to Merrit to attend the rodeo and partake in bow hunting. I work from my Thor Motor coach and did some 30 hours consulting.  I loved the trip up from Vancouver and loved the rodeo. With Bow Hunting season opening on Sept 1 I was out at dawn and back around noon.  I only saw bucks in town. None in the forest.  But the first matter of hunting is exercise.  

The hunting formula my friend Bill Mewhort taught me was to sit in ambush from before dawn and then walk about after 10 am.  I was highly successful when I was younger and Bill was around to mentor.  I haven’t shot deer in the last few years because frankly I prefer to drive around on my quad and shoot grouse when they begin to appear at 10.  I don’t get going till after dawn either. I only walked for about a half hour or an hour. And the dog and I got fat but we had a hell of a time.

Now I’ve sold the quad and am back to getting up before dawn.  This last week I wasn’t out in ambush but I was hiking up the mountain starting at 7 am.  I got a lot of exercise I needed. It was a wonderful time. Saturday and Sunday I was at the specatacular Nicola Valley Pro Rodeo enjoying every minute of Broncho riding, bull riding, barrel races and roping.  

Sept 10 Thursday, rifle hunting season opened. I ‘d not shot anything with the bow. My friend’s daughter in youth season shot a buck.  Now it was 4 points (8 points total) mule deer and white tail.  Grouse season opened. I”d lost my 22 and was so happy to find a Chiapas 20 gu shot gun with a 22 LR over under.  I so enjoyed target practice and siting in the rifle. 

I didn’t see anything Friday. It was like the game knew the season had opened.  I did get my Thrk bike out and ride along the road behind the RV park down to where the annual music festival takes place. Of course I raised a grouse there but only had Madigan with me.

I really did think I’d shoot a deer but nothing. 

Saturday I did shoot a grouse.  Madigan was ecstatic.  I used the 20 guage.  After the hunt I stopped to wash the Jeep.  

That night I made rice and pan fried ginger garlec and cubed the grouse pouring the grouse an d sauce with a touch of curry onto the safron rice. I give Madigan the heart and liver raw. He got a cube or two of the grouse even though curry isn’t for dogs.  He didn’t complain.  He loves grouse and chicken.  

Today my body was thrashed from all day of hiking and more in the evening.  Despite going to bed early I slept in till 7. I decided to attend my on line health care professional meeting.  Great time. So glad I did. I’ve not seen the group in a few weeeks since being here. I had attend a couple of wesdneday night recovery meetings at the Trinity United Church. I even kept up fast. All I didn’t do it get a swim.  Merry Maids are coming when I return home.  I’ll drop off 2 weeks of launder to be done too.  It’s been a change from my Burnaby schedule with a whole lot of exercises.  Several days I surpassed 10,000 steps and mostly afterglow 5 to 7000 steps. I town I was doing 3 to 5000 steps and sometimes making 800.  

I’ve enjoyed seeing the wildlife.  

I shot and cleaned the two grouse today. The Chiapas 20 gu/22 LR Rifle is awesome.  I’m really enjoying the jeep.  The Thor is a good home and office. Like the boat I enjoy having everything I need really proximal.  











It’s been a good work/cation.  I’m looking forward to packing up and leaving early tomorrow morning.  Laura and I are camping and hunting Oct. 1 .  We’ll having trouble getting a place to stay because so many close at the end of Sept.  All shall be well

God is good all of the time. Thank you God. I joked that I’d made a St. Patrick’s praier with mechanical, computer, electronic parts instead of demons to be protected from. I sue love all this tech when it works.  I like being able to send lat and long from my iPhone when I head into the back woods .  I actually did sit in ambush for over an hour yesterday.  

Thank you Jesus.