Thank you God for my night of rest. I have known countless nights awake on call in hospitals and community. I have been a wake nights at sea through storms unable to sleep for slept meant death. I have had so many nights with nightmares, the faces of the dead and the constant judgement of the ungodly perfect superiors. I have played to you Lord but being a people pleaser I have tried as well not to offend the devil. The devil rules this land and I am sorely afraid. But I beg for your mercy. These are the times Isaiah prophecized of the “long necked women and their boys”. There have been so many nights sleepless at the bedside of sick and dying. My dogs loss of his remaining eye this week has been tiring but it is good that he is well now. Thank you for the night of rest.
Thank you for the recovery of my dog. Gilbert. He was only awake once last night. Whimpering for attention. Lonely and afraid. I am pleased each day as his life is restored. I am thankful that his life is no longer being threatened. I am thankful that he is recovering. It was such a gift this morning that George the rescue cat came out into the living room, walked up to Gilbert and put his head inside Gilbert’s cone of shame and rubbed noses. Gilbert’s tail wagged. He’s been bored more now. Unable to play with the cone on. Frustrated and here was George making contact.
Thank God we are not alone. Even if this is a mental created illusion of me and others it’s better than that deep sense of despair that I feel at times when I touch the isolation and existential angst. Thank you for the Holy Spirit, the advocate sent by Jesus to comfort us who are Christians. I find comfort in that sense of connection with God.
“In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God.” John 1.1
Thank you for the word. Thank you for the silence and the word. Thank you for the contrasts. Even now thank you for the rain after the glorious sunshine.
Thank you for the coffee and the oat meal. Thank you for the Red River Cereal I bought and ate a bowl of last week. Thank you for the brown sugar which I bought for the Red River Cereal but have now enjoyed with Quaker Oats. Thank you for this keyboard and this couch and this table. There is so much I take for granted.
Thank you for all those I disparage and criticize especially the institutions and government. Thank you for the Prime Minister if not this satanic buffoon but for the position and the hierarchy. Thank you for leadership and beurocracy and ministries of health and communication and defence and finance even when I disagree with them.
Thank you for the courts and judges even though I feel increasingly they are becoming tyrannical and removed from the world of fairness and justice. Thank you for objectivity and the people who will put an end to the tyranny of ‘emotional abuse’ and ‘sexual harrassment’ and ‘racism’ and all the weaponized words and invasion of leftist communist aetheist ideology. Today is the anniversary of the Un American Committee that reviewed Hollywood and black listed communists infiltrated into the arts community with the agenda of subterfuge. Today it’s Harvey Weinstein. There was no consequence to the woman who complained that Trump groped her 40 years ago. There is no consequence in the courts or in society today for ‘false accusations’. The fake news has been caught relentlessly as the alt-left, CNN and CBC have worked their propaganda angles doing fifth columns from within. And no one is punished for lying.
“J’ACCUSE!” “J’ACCUSE!” “JACCUSE!”
Under French law, as we have in Quebec the false accuser must pay the penalty that would have been paid by the accused if the accuser was truthful. Finance Minister Moreau and PM Justin Trudeau called doctors tax cheats and tax evaders and yet here we learn that indeed Doctors and Farmers and Small Business Owners are not tax evaders but Morneau and Trudeau are. So should they not be required to ‘pay’ for their ‘crime’. Justin Trudeau is a self admitted criminal who smoked dope while being a teacher and while being a government employee.
I self reported that I was smoking marijuana and went to AA to address my smoking marijuana and nicotine and drinking. The drinking was a minor issue relative that when I drank I smoked marijuana and hence had to stop drinking because by definition this was alcoholism, as I persisted in doing a criminal act which held risk despite my realization of this. I saw a psychiatrist who recommmended I smoke marijuana and discussed my wine drinking with him as I was considered a wine connoseiur at the time. He felt that I didn’t have a problem but understood the ethical and moral dilemna that’s I had with ‘breaking the law’. Marijuana was against the law and so many I knew had gone to jail and otherwise had their lives ruined by their contrary behaviour. I could get get my ex wife to seek help as her behaviour was far far worse and that impaired she was a danger to herself and others but refused to seek help.
I don’t believe Justin Trudeau sought help with his addiction to marijuania and I don’t believe Morneau sought help with his addiction to lying and dissembling. I’m supposed to call these behaviour ‘sociopathic’.
Now I’ve held myself to the highest standards of ethics and morality despite the constantly moving end point of political correctness. I’ve never raped or sexually violated a woman. I have fought for women’s rights and been ridiculed and shamed and beaten for supporting meritocracy and insisting gender, sexual orientation and other such factors should not decide who flies the plane. So I’ve been celebrated repeatedly for my “non discrimination” based on these false flags and false values. I have been physically attacked repeatedly for defending women and LGBT members and yet today the lies pile on and on.
Increasingly the “emotionally abused’ insist that they are ‘more’ harmed that those who have been shot and beaten and raped. This is of course the age old demand for the girl who has it all to claim that she is a greater victim. It’s Sense and Sensibility. But the courts have been taking LSD or are grotesquely power hungry like our present Government to be increasingly removing them selves from the realm of objectivity to subjectivity.
The Assistant Registrar at the College of Physicians and Surgeons said “Women Don’t Lie About Sex”. This is not out of context. This is reality. This kind of narcissism and arrogance and ignorance was confirmed at the Gomece trial where the Judge found the accused ‘not guilty’ and hundreds of women insisted that the judge was wrong and ‘women don’t lie about sex”. Those who forget history are doomed to repeat it. We had a decade when children who were used as weapons by parents in divorce cases were said “not to lie about sexual abuse.’ This is tribalism. It’s primitive sociopathic behaviour.
A sociopaths is a person who is of a group that has rules they obey within their group but not with outsiders who belong to the larger group. The Hells Angels theoretically wouldn’t steal from another Hell’s Angel but would steal from a Canadian citizen. Canadian Citizenship before the traitorous Un Canadian PM Trudeau took office superseded other social groups. Now however the courts of Canada are separated into some for us, Sharia Courts for Muslims and Indigenous Courts for Natives. Under Justin Trudeau there is no longer one law. Morneau and Trudeau are not held accountable to the same law as I am.
There is in CAnada like in the Middle East where the courts are uniformly corrupt, like the UN which is a den of theives, one law for the rich and one law for the poor. The poor as we know in Canada now include the middle class. Because of social communism and the socialism of Globalism there is now an Elite, these are politicos and administrative class bean counters and paper pushers. They’re otherwise useless incompetents with lust and addiction to power.
Everyone lies. That’s why we have big brains.
Thank you God for my Big Brain. Thank you God for my capacity to lie. Yet thank you too for the Ten Commandments that demand in a society that I do not bare false witness. There are white lies and black lies, good secrets and bad secrets, good lies and bad lies. I have been sneaking pills into my dog in his food all week. If I didn’t disguise them he would not take them. I have said a thousand times that ‘this is only going to hurt a little bit’ knowing that my ‘little bit’ and the patients little bit aren’t two different realities. I’m referring to my emotional reaction to their very real physical pain.
Thank you God for the Balance of Power. Thank you for winter as it cleans and sterilizes the ravages of summer, the insect infestations and fires and dirt in the street. Thank you for the pendulum that swings. Thank you for all those who see in Justin Trudeau the same megalomania that was in his father, Lenin and Hitler and all those historical figures who demanded centralization of power.
Capitalism is decentralization of power
Socialism has been in effect centralization of power.
We have a mixed economy in which the casino of Wall Street is rigged so the house wins. Steal a little and they put you in jail, steal a lot and they make you king. For women, the most popular 50 Shakes of Grey , lower pornography than ever Hugh Hefner stooped to, would be an episode of Criminal Minds were it not for the perpetrator being a billionaire.
I don’t trust Ottawa, Victoria or Washington or Moscow and especially I don’t trust Bei Jung.
Thank you God for Faith. There is faith and anxiety. Anxiety is a measure of one’s distance from God.
I had hoped that Good Women would stop the Vagina Headed women and insist that these Subjective Nutbars join greater society. We have watched the Left with extreme violence attack the law and order of society and increasingly introduce new ‘justifications’ and ‘rationalizations’. The whole ‘divide and conquer ‘and lack of willingness of the judges and the parliament to stop this raging insanity is diabolical.
Every person I know who has been physically (objectively) abused has been equally if not more ‘emotional abuse’. You can have ‘emotional abuse’ without physical abuse but you can not have physical abuse without emotional abuse.
So when is the pendulum going to swing. Do we need to return women to Burqas and declare the whole ‘women’s liberation’ and ‘meritocracy’ movement a dismal waste of time and failure. Pierre Trudeau with his strong arm Mortgentaller aborted the catholic and Christian babies of Canada in the tens of thousands insisting that there was no room for children and unwilling to pay for mother hood. The women’s liberation movement was a movement supporting Women not Girls. Mothers were included. Marriaed women were included. Feminism hijacked the Women’s Liberation and Suffragete movement and made it Social or Cultural Communism - women against men and girls against mothers with the abortionists killing more people than wars. Now Justin Trudeau who with his most un feminist wife just like his father with his addle brained drug addicted wife like Stalin with his crazy suicidal wife insists that we need to take refugees.
His SCAB VOTER campaign.
As much as I admire Sikh’s it’s clear our Defence Minister is a crazy ego inflated liar who insists he wins wars single handed. What country in the world has a Defence Minister who wasn’t born in this Country. Trudeau is selling citizenship and voting status en mass. That’s what trailers do. This country is under siege and who cares.
Thank you God that I am old and dying. My father told me if he’d known that this was what Canada would become he’d never have fought in WWII. I’m utterly disillusioned
But Thank You God that I am dying. There are few years to remain. I feel sadly for the next generation enslaved to the elite, Canada as an extension of the Middle East, Canadians collectively like Saudi citizens.
I loved singing True North Strong and Free but they’re destroying the statues. IF this was India and Trudeau was Prime Minister there then the Taj Mahal would have to be destroyed. The Civil War Statues are coming down. If this was England then the Tower off London would be destroyed by Black lives matter.
Gratitude. Thank you Lord for those who will right these wrongs. Just as Pierre Trudeau was sent to the ashes and we four prime ministers tried to clean up the mess he left with his communist ideology and arrogance so too will this pass and the despicable destruction by Justin Trudeau of all that is sacred and all respect for Law and Order, this criminal who has proven Canada is a country of lawless , a pirate’s den today.
Patriotism is the last refuge to which a scoundrel clings.
I have no home. Jesus said that. My kingdom is not of this world. I will go to work and serve my patients even today as Abortionists make more money and have more acclaim and protection than obstetricians and the government pays and celebrates more the doctors who do euthanasia than their colleagues.
Thank you God for all I have been given. Thank you God for your love and the promise of escape from this veil of tears. Thank you God for those good people who do the good fight and see clearly today. Thank you God that I am old and my days are numbered.