Sunday, January 31, 2021

Political Discernment and Covid 19

Harry: How do you know the truth in the media today?
George: It’s difficult, that’s for sure.  The first rule I use is that I’m trusting at first. I don’t want to be paranoid. So lets say I come home and find my wife naked in bed with the naked gardener. Well, I’d be suspicious.  I couldn’t be sure what they were up to unless I asked.
Harry:  You’d have to ask?
George: Yes, I like to give the benefit of the doubt if there are no weapons involved.  So I’d ask, “What are you doing?” Now if the wife and gardener said they were looking for the lawn mower. I’d pretty well consider that most unlikely and think it was a cover up.  So mostly these days I know by the cover up.
Harry:  Okay, what’s a real example
George:  Take the wet market and Wuhan lab source of the virus.  We learned later that the main virologist who said it was natural from the wet market was paid 3 million dollars.  We also learned that bats were rarely served there. We further learned that the Wuhan lab was indeed doing “gain of function’ coronavirus research.  The ‘bat girl’ who was the first leak of the virus from the lab remains missing. The Communist Chinese Army took over the lab and still won’t let the lab be investigated.  It also won’t release the ground zero genome from the early cases. The Chinese doctors who released the information truthfully were killed and the top independent chinese doctors said it came from the lab. Meanwhile if you asked Trudeau where it came from he’d stutter and say it came from the wet market.  Two nobel prize winners in chemistry and genetics have said it was a gain of function research product. Still the Communist Mainstream media continues to talk about the wet market.  So people really would believe if a guy found his wife in bed naked with the gardener , the two naked people would obviously be looking for his lawn mower there.
Harry: Okay any other example. 
George:  The WHO shut down research on Hydroxychloroquine.  The French clinicians and medical researchers showed it prevented Carona virus from getting worse and requiring hospitalization.  The Indian health care workers used it and had the least infection.  African countries where Hydroxychloroquine had been used extensively for malaria had an unusually low infection for covid.  Meanwhile Dr. Fauci himself reported it was effective for treatment of SARS , very similar to Covid. Then suddenly there was the another bedroom scene with the naked couple. This was the Lancet article that said Hydroxychloroquine was dangerous.  It turned out it was based on a falsified data base. Again the French researchers had to expose that and extraordinarily the Lancet retracted that study but the use of Hydroxychloroquine never resumed to previous level. It seemed to be politically, not scientifically, related to President Trump saying he used it for prevention. Then all hell broke out. Dr. Fauci even said in his persistent, ‘nocebo’ way only broken with his ‘placebo’ approach to vaccines, that there was no ‘double blind prospective large scale multi centre’ trial of Hydroxychloroquine.  However he backed Remdesifer and insisted, without a large scale multi centre double blind prospective study, that everyone needed the ‘good send’ vaccines.  The irony, incongruence, bald faced and even naked lies, and the hypocricy  all point to someone getting literally fucked and someone enjoying even enjoying it.
Harry:  So you don’t believe they’re really looking in the bed naked for a lawn mower?  That’s not very loving and trusting of you.
George: Look at Dr. Tam and Dr. Fauci telling everyone not to wear masks. All the while Taiwan , the best country in the world in the whole business, the Goretsky of the hockey game pandemic, was giving every adult free three masks and 5 for children a week for free.  Trudeau and Tam say that we in Vancouver who want the Vancouver International Airport shut down to Wuhan, call us ‘racists’.  Taiwan and Singapore and the US shut down their airport. They all took a whole lot of heat. Meanwhile Canada kept ferrying sick Chinese from China.We were the last country to keep international flights active to China. Now Tam tells everyone to wear masks, but they have to be three ply masks and they should wear them during sex. Also Trudeau has spent the most of all western countries on Covid but seems to show the least evidence and no accountability. He has put Canada at the last of the countries getting the actual Pfeiser and Moderna vaccines which are supposedly the best. It’s just one thing after another.  Trudeau gives away tons of the nurses and doctors personal protection equipment only to buy defective equipment back from Communist China. Netherlands said 90% of the PPE that came from China would spread the disease.  Trudeau seems like Tam and Fauci to be doing anything to spread the disease then during around with a totataliari crackdown. A Canadian kid gets fined $6000 for playing hockey on an outdoor pond without a mask whereas government cabinet members only seem to wear masks when the camera is on them and Trudeau says it’s okay to join mobs but not for people to attend church. Government pot stores are open. Government liquor stores are open. Government gambling sources are open. Government sex stores are open. But not churches.  Churches are demonized along with the symphony and small business. It’s all politics now with only a very light dusting of science which lost it’s validity by the fall. We had effective treatments by then. We knew that the false positives of the case testing was 30 to 50%. We knew that the data was highly skewed and while there clearly was a zombie viruse from the Frankenstein lab running around, the treatment was in too many cases far worse than the disease. The long term effects on immunity, mental health, community and family were devastating with the totalitarian actions and the constant scream of the mass media, “we’ve got to find the lawn mower.”
Harry: Okay, what now.
George: I’ll get the vaccine. I’ll socially distance and wash my hands.  But I’ve absolutely no trust in Trudeau. I got TB volunteering work in the northern aboriginal reserves when everyone was sick and they needed a doctor to go in.  I was doctoring in the VGH emergency department during the HIV epidemic getting bled on, getting spit on, wrestling on the floor with Aids demented ‘biter’s’. Nothing like this except the Red Cross blood transfusion scandal came close to the obscenities of politics and media of that day. Yet HIV was a hell of a lot deadlier and continues today without a vaccine.  People are still making babies too.  Further since Trudeau thinks of himself as a ‘Biden bro’ and was Xi Jinpeng’s bitch I don’t trust anything he says. I know he’s just a puppet or a mascot, who looks like he’s up all night with crack and hookers when he makes his little daily staged appearance, with the ear wig giving him his lines. But he’s been naked all along screaming “I”m looking for a lawn mower. Trust me I’m a politician.!:”
I’m going to be a lot less trusting of the wife when I find her in bed naked with the likes of the garderner.  He’s really scum. He's not even a good gardener. Everything he touches dies but it turns to gold. So I think it’s time to follow the money trails.  I just don’t believe there ever was a lawn mower in the bed.  Maybe I’m paranoid.  



Friday, January 29, 2021

Friday Journal

So thankful for another week of life and work.  Madigan is uplifting. His morning enthusiasm is a delight. This morning I hit the off button on the alarm and had another half hour of sleep before Madigan impatiently began barking. First it’s the whimpering whining then the actual pip squeak puppy bark.  
“It’s past wake up time. I want my pets and I want your breakfast.”  He likes the yoghurt container. 
I was dreaming of my old dog and my favourite place on the sailboat.  There were lots of rooms on the yacht and deck. It’s more often I dream of being at sea in more luxurious accommodations that I actually have.  I often dream of sailing and sail boats and yachts.  I spent 20 years sailing and living on my sailboat.  I miss sleeping at anchor and the fair winds and following seas of tropical trades.
I’m feeling better this week. I was in a bit of a rut afraid to sit down in the office and talk to people.  The despair, loneliness, frustration ,depression and anxiety of the lockdowns really are getting to people. I reassure. Be hopeful.  Watch for suicidal risk.  Have had quite a few suicidal patients this year. I”m doing a lot of consults.  The hardest work of psychiatry is meeting the new patient in the community.  There’s so little or no downstream resources. I used to like admitting patients to hospital. Taking a person out of the danger of the outside world into the safety of the psychiatric ward.  
I’m looking forward to the vaccine.  It’s a rite of passage.  It’s part of the mythology, the hero’s journey and propaganda.  The EVENT.  We are all preparing for the event.  Yet there’s no promise that it will make us safe.  Every 5 years there’s been an environmental threat of extinction. Massive fear mongering. Trillions of dollars. Climate change. No real change in the temperature despite all the money and the annual doomsday predictions. Threats of world war. Now plague.  The prospect of annual vaccines which might well be no better than the very suspect ‘flu vaccine’.  It’s all terribly suspicious.  Yet diseases come and go and weather events come and go.  There’s no real evidence that they are any more frequent but what’s seriously different is the response. Never before has there been a ‘global shut down’ or so many trillions made. Perhaps Napoleon and the Napoleonic wars or Hitler and WWII are similar. Mobilizations and an event.  Stock market crisis and banker scandals. It’s all mythological. So far removed. Like the Gods at war. 
Trudeau gloats about the ‘great reset’.  Davos and Agenda 21.  One World Order. World Communism.  
The sun returned.  There is more light. The birds are returning.  I’m keeping to my home.  I go out for mail and food.  I long for warm weather and camping.  In the meantime I work, watch tv, mostly Friends, Star Trek and Big Bang Theory reruns.  I’m reading books, ‘serious books’ a bit, but mostly westerns and detective novels and sci fi.  I just completed a repetitive alien war book which I think would have been a better short story.  Nice idea.  I learned more about nano technology. I walk Madigan and today we had a ‘meeting’ of three dogs and the humans talked.  Outside, socially distant. 
There’s a boring repetition. No ballet, no symphony, no concerts. No gatherings. No library visits. No lovely evenings lingering in restaurants chatting.  There’s a sense that they other may be infected. It’s paranoid. But the only true relaxation is alone. At home With the dog. Even friends might be carriers. The terror of lung fibrosis, disease and premature death.  Be safe, the secular chant. I laugh thinking Jesus said ‘Do not be afraid.’   But the Christians buckle under. They can’t stand together or sit together. The Aetheist are in charge.  Be afraid. Be very very afraid.  
And I am.  A back ground anxiety.  When will the shoe drop.  Live for today. Practice the prescence of God. Pray. Meditate. Exercise. I’m prepared. A survivalist if ever there was one. A doctor. A healer. A butcher. A medicine man. I know pharmaceuticals and chemistry. I’ve made guns and ammunition. I ‘ve hunted and fished.  I’ve lived off the land. But I don’t want to..  
I imagined after a long life of working for the man and doing as I told, obediently, but never obedient enough.  Perfection demanded daily.  Severe punishments. While increasingly people shit and piss in the street and the elected make a killing off doing nothing.  No one works hauling water and carrying wood.  It just seems that way.
So much is really being done. In the background. But there on the street there is human feces and people shouting and threatening.  They are rewarded for their behaviours. Terrorists are paid millions for killing. Looters go unpunished.  Immorality and confusion reign.  
My washing machine doesn’t appear to be working. I waited 6 months for it. The manufacturer went out of business. I took a second one and it’s not right. Now it overflows and doesn’t spin despite the lightest load. I thought the last time I had too heavy a load but it wasn’t , there’s something wrong. I don’t want there to be.
John died. I heard from his son.  That is so sad. I couldn’t see him due to covid and he was such a good man attacked by the lowest disgusting evil perversion.  He’s in a better place. I miss those who have passed away. George, my brother, my parents, and now John.  
Grieving in the confusion. So many I talk to are too. I do the next right thing. Try to be the best version of myself. Pray a lot. Focus on happy things when I can.  Talk with people. Hear myself sliding into the negative and pull up. Comedy is good.  Humor is a mature coping mechanism.  Altruism.  
This too will pass.
Buddha, “Desire is the root of all suffering.”  Kierkegaard , “Life is suffering unto death’.  
It’s really good.  God is good. Life is positive overall. My problems are what are called Cadillac problems. I think too much.  Be Still and Know that I am God.  Hail Mary. Lord Jesus Christ.  I love affirmations.  I love the repetition of holy words.
Thank you Jesus. Hallelujah
All shall be well. All shall be well. All manner of things shall be well.
The washing machine is working, it seems. I’m suspicious of it.  




Thursday, January 28, 2021

Religion of Addiction

The most religious I know are addicts and alcoholics. They are materialists. C. S. Lewis said, don’t look for the architect in the wall.  Alcoholics worship alcohol. Sex addicts worship lust. They like the facsimile of love, the sex doll rather than the real lover. They are mental wankers.  They are afraid and lie. The are slaves to this world of addictions and insist they are free. They grovel before the god of heroin and cocaine while acting superior to the one who is not shackled to the wall of illusion. They write their gods in their songs and stories. They don’t leave home without knowing when they will be with their Addiction God again. They worship money. They worship gambling. They worship food. They look for the architect in the wall and deny they are religious. They claim to not be Aetheist but God says , you can have no other God but me. God is a jealous lover. You must choose.  Bob Dylan was right. You must choose someone, may be the devil, maybe God but you gotta choose. The path of spirituality is free.  Religion is spirituality. There is no spirituality of addiction but their is religion in addiction. It’s called diabolical. Choose life or choose death.  Eros or Thanatos.  The truth will set you free. Hallelujah!

Tuesday, January 26, 2021

You

You
You are ephemeral
Everywhere and nowhere
The sweet floral fragrance on a spring mist
Laughter in the summer sun
A touch in the night beneath sheets
I am indebted to you
My life richer in your embrace
Fuller in the knowing of you
Masterful and meaningful
In the being of you
You

Sunday, January 24, 2021

Bernie

Suddenly the Karen memes ends and the Bernie memes appeared FB. Fitting,

Some Core Beliefs

1. I believe I exist.  See ‘Cogito Ergo Sum’
2. I believe in ‘another’.  See Martin Buber « I and it » and the move to « I and Thou ».
3. I believe in a loving God. 
4. I believe I am in the imagination of God.  This existence is a energy and imagination.  
5. I believe in the Mystery.
6.  I am playing hide and seek with God. I believe that God is infinite, omnipresent, omnipotential and one.  All is God. God is all.  I believe God has infinite capacity and an individual can communicate directly with god. I believe that spirituality is the basis of all religions which have developed based on origin.
7. I believe in determinism (fate) and free will. I may however be a ‘voice over’ on this existence.  
8. I believe insight may precede action or follow it. 
9.  I believe that all is psycho-somatic, mind and body and the Cartesian split is intellectual.
10. I believe a child experiences ‘syncresia’ and oneness with mother and environment and that as we grow be separate experience into five senses.
11. I believe there is a developmental process individually and collectively. I see evidenee all around me of this progression.
12. I believe in an afterlife and continuity of life.  I believe in divine and individual consciousness. I believe in parallel worlds and that time is not linear but stellage.  I believe each decision creates a path and that the paths are infinite. 
13.  I believe in carpe idem.  I believe in the power of now. I believe in the present.  The past and future are constructs. Each day I am born and the program might be inherent.
14. I believe we project our thoughts onto the environment and that the environment is in a feedback loop with us, creating principles such as cause and effect, karma, retribution, law of attraction and other such processes.
15. I believe the great spiritual leaders had profound truths that are guides.  Eg. Buddha ‘desire is the root of all suffering’.  Jesus « Do not be afraid.  Love God and love thy neighbour as thyself.
16.  I believe that I see others cultures through the lens of my birth place and time.
17. I believe in Meritocracy and Ecumenicalism and Libertarianism though how these are defined is controversial.
18.  I believe Love is greater than fear. I like the idea that ‘anxiety is a measure of ones distance from God and equally a measure of our humanity.’ 
19. I believe ‘this too shall pass’.
20. I believe the Holy Bible, the Gospels is a true account of God mundane and transcendent.  I was raised Christian in Canada. If I had been raised Hindu in India I might have a different basis of belief just as if I was raised native .  I believe all roads lead to god.  
21. I believe we can’t get to heaven ‘first’ but that we all get there when the least is ready.
22. I don’t believe in an ‘eternal’ hell. I believe that those who for whatever reason want hell go to hell, ie if you don’t believe in heaven but that doesn’t stop progression to the light. I believe that there is a place beyond darkness and light to which we are going. I believe in the reincarnation of Christianity. Hell may well be a perception of speed.  I believe that as Emerson did, that the ‘if the reds lawyer thinks he slays or the slain thinks he is slain, they know not well the ways I keep and turn and toss again. »
23. I believe in the tools of logic.
24. I believe in the tools of science.
25. I believe life is a journey.  I liked Campbell and Jung’s perception of the « hero’s journey’ and the archetypes and developmental sequences of tribes as related to community, the baby, the youth, the adult and the old. 
26.  These beliefs guide my approach to friends, work, religion and politics.  I believe « I am God. You are God. God is greater than we are. IF you know who you are. Then you may know I am. ». 
27. I believe we are all intrinsically interconnected physically, emotionally, intellectually, spiritually.  I believe we are ‘peepholes on reality’.  I believe we can only know the truth as we are the truth, our behaviour being the key to greater insight. I believe thought is fine but actions speak louder than words. I believe in congruence between words and actions and am concerned with hypocricy, incongruity, innappropriateness, two faced ness, forked tongues and all the normal actions of impurity typical of the adolescent or monkey mind. I believe that the elder seeks purity and simplicity.  I believe aging is a form of healing and forgiving.  I feel that if I am maturing I will love my enemy but as I love myself I will not burden my enemy with my death but would rather save my life and those closest to me from danger. I believe fools and children are not to be made leaders but are to be guided to a kind of mutually respectful cooperative living. I believe the learning of Prisoner’s Dilema that the rarest is a ‘we win’ solution and that our minds are advanced for deception and it’s recognition. Those who propose they know the ‘we win’ are mostly likely trying to convince you that their ‘I win-you lose’ is actually ‘we win’.  I believe people are intrinsically self serving and that cooperative behaviour is learned.  
28. I believe the Gospel taught that God çame to earth and the government killed him.
29. I believe we deserve the leaders we get and that the Golden Bough taught us basically that the mob is more like Lord of the Flies than a picnic.  Law and order and rules are preferred overall to revolutions but tyranny must be faced.  
30. Right now I love the expression, We are all walking each other home.   
31. I believe that we are using a minuscule part of the potential of our minds and that eventually we will know telepathy, mind over matter, space flight and aliens from other planets. Right now mothers all over the galaxy tell their children. Lock your doors when you pass the Earth. One day it will be the greatest tourist destination of the universe when it’s solved the problems of crime and drugs and alcohol.  I believe our science is 21st century but our Courts and Politics is 18th century or before.  No distribution scheme will satisfy addicts who want ‘more’, or sociopaths and psychopaths who want ‘all’.  I believe individual enlightenment is raising the collective consciousness and that those who kills and steal and are slackers when it comes to work, the sloth and gluttony, pride crowd will eventually grow up but not soon enough. Until then I doubt any wise mature race would avoid contact with us. The older and more mature one is the more precious life becomes individually and collectively. Those who kill young and old and little different than murderers individuals. I believe that the adage ‘steal a little and they put you in jail, steal a lot and they make you ruler’ is true.  But to a cannibal Einstein is just ‘old’ meat.  To the illiterate the Holy Bible or Upanishads, or the code of DNA on paper is just toilet paper. They cannot read. They cannot know.  We are limited by our own consciousness.  Humility is a guide to enlightenment.  I believe the more I learn the less I know.  









Saturday, January 23, 2021

Goethe

« None are more helplessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free. »