May 17, Contined State of Emergency, Politics versus Science

My mother always taught me there were people who if you gave a little would want it all. There are takers and there are givers. There are well manner people and there are bullies. The state of emergency is past but government always, reasonably suspect given the abuses of power through history,just doesn’t seem to want to let a crisis go to waste.  Sad.

I’m here in an act of ‘civil disobedience’.  I’m camping this weekend. I have a camper with it’s own bathroom and Laura is the only other person I have physical contact with. Gilbert and I have been socially distanced for two months from her, reunited last week. I’ve continued to work virtually. The forest or ocean has been my medicine.  

I’m denied groups hugs and coffee shop discussions.  Too many FB people are too quick to take offence, looking for a fight, name callers or self proclaimed sheriffs. They don’t know that discussion is like a game of ping pong, or perhaps tennis. Love One.  Even debating is beyond them because they don’t have the least knowledge of ‘proof’ but instead consider the ‘mob cry’ as appropriate statement of ‘opinion’.  

Sadly watching parliament I’ve seen a whole lot of adolescent behaviour from the Prime Minister with his ear fob directing him.  I watch Pierre ask him appropriate questions or counter his arguments and then the PM rants tangentially or circumstantially gaslighting and generally being an uncivilized boor with pretty hair and lots of virtue signalling and posturing.  

I’m weary. I did nothing yesterday. I’m reading an excellent Western, Bunnell’s Stonecraft saga of two men with flintlock weapons and bows exploring the Wild West.  Lots of good history and even bible passages as that was the common language of the day and the author is a pastor.  Great period writing. 

But then I’m looking over at FB hoping for some of the really good intrigue about this Covid 19.  Why ever are they continuing states of emergency, outrageous police powers, dubious fines, and all in name of the Nazi creed “its for your safety’.  

Unlike others I accepted the lockdown. I believe our leadership knew it was from a lab and it was possibly a bioweapon experiment gone awry, released intentionally or unintentially but certainly not stopped when it could have been.  It was also associated with a major cover up and massive deaths in Wuhan.  What to do in such a situation.  Retreat!  So we did and we learned an immense amount of information in 2 months.

It’s not a bioweapon.  The virus likes asian and blacks most, whites next but doesn’t like Latins. If it was a bioweapon it was developed by Mexicans.  Not the Communist Chinese. It was likely an lab error, like Chernobyl and countless other examples of experimental errors. The Iranians last week shot one of their ships with a mission Maybe it was just religious Islam stupidity that had them shoot down a commercial flight only months back. 

The Wuhan Virology Lab had a history of errors.  The WHO lied. Like the Communist Chinese who knew better they said it didn’t spread human to human.  My friend was in Wuhan and had pneumonia and everyone knew this flu virus spread by coughing. Why would the Communist Chinese and WHO lie if everyone knew and by January even the western intelligence agencies knew they were lying. So unconventional warfare had begun and the lockdown began. Nobody wanted to have their health care resources overwhelmed.  

Other than in major cities people were not particularly at risk. In most cases the people who died were old and sick in nursing homes.  When I was a country family physician we quipped that ‘pneumonia was the old man’s friend’.  It was a relatively easy way to die and  a principle cause of death in the very old.

I researched masks again when I heard that Dr. Fauci like Dr. Tam had said , against all medical evidence, against all scientific evidence, that masks in the community shouldn’t be worn.  Both reversed their positions but the data proving that masks protected communities came from the SARS and MERS epidemics.

 All the leading Virologists in the Asian democracies recommended masks. So were Dr. Fauci and Dr. Tam racist.  I know that at international conferences I have encountered the rare arrogant western physician who belittles the excellent work of Third World Nation Colleagues. But the head of public health from Taiwan and from South Korean aren’t Third World. Why doesn’t the WHO acknowledge Taiwan who has to date done the best of all. It’s like having a hockey all star team but refusing to let Goretsky play.  The WHO has become a horribly unscientific political body just like the Red Cross became in the Aids Epidemic. 

Now I’m sitting outside at a picnic table. The wilderness campgrounds were closed but this set of spots was open along the river. We’d hoped to go to our favourites further out but they were closed .  There were a half dozen campers here and no sign, the entrance open.  The other campgrounds had gates and saw horses. This didn’t. Laura was concerned we were 2 and a half hours away from my place . I drove slowly.  She’s never had a speeding ticket. She is a really good girl.  The private campgrounds told us they were accepting RV’s and campers but no tents because their washrooms were all closed and there was no use of public community services.  

We’d planned weeks ago.  Then suddenly after being told we could travel in BC we were told we had to go only 2 hours and that day camping was okay but no overnight camping. It made no scientific or medical sense.  Political and military.  The dictator always takes away little things and torturers play similiar dominatrix games.  No warning.  I give. I take away.  I am your Queen.  You peasants have no rights.  

I just had a hunting rifle I bought legally and owned for years suddenly declared a military assault rifle by a PM who couldn’t find his ass with both hands and knows nothing about the guns that surround him protecting him and his arrogance.  

I’m a good boy. Not like Laura is a good girl. But I’ve lived a righteous life. Not necessarily sexually. I’ve a number of divorces and I swear. I have a penchant for the word ‘fuck’ and wonder if it’s my own personal canary in the mine. If people don’t like the word ‘fuck’ they’re going to find a lot more they don’t like while turning a blind eye to worse behaviours that they themselves do but don’t own.  Passive aggressive, covert aggression and negligence are the principle failings of the politically correct. 

I am a good citizen. I’ve carried wood and hauled water for years. I’ve served on boards and manned soup kitchen lines, volunteered to serve at high cost and high risk in the worst of areas. I’ve served my fellow man and God and I’ve respected my government and participated in it. I don’t break the law normally and don’t like breaking the law.  I think too if someone who is as ethical and moral as I have worked to be is having a problem then frankly the majority of people might well have cause for concern. 

But I’m here and what have I done. Nothing. I’ve sat inside in the rain and read a western. I’ve even engaged in a few political arguments on facebook.  It’s deplorable.  I don’t do it normally because I’m working 10 hours a day debating with someone who wants to kill themselves or others or drink or drug. I’m presenting pros and cons and doing literature searches. I read a half dozen scientific papers yesterday, a few hours of worthwhile work. I was curious about what the CDC knew.  Marvellous organization in my experience. Love reading what UBC is doing.  

Loved Dr. Bonnie Henry and thought so well of Mr. Horgan until he extended the State of Emergency. Now that was scarey.  The emergency is past. With all the stress I feel I’ve been working harder. Now obviously people like Trudeau have been on a long vacation coming out for little posturing  in speeches and refusing to open parliament while spending a lifetime of money on cronies and giving a bit to the people to keep them in rapt adulation of his hair.  

I’m losing my hair.  Laura is beautiful. Gilbert is a gift. He injured his back, lost his eyes, has a serious heart murmur and is now taking treatment for congestive heart failure but he just keeps on. 

I really should be more grateful. I’m nit picking this government.  They’ve done so well. My natural and very healthy fear of government has stepped up.  The communists have invaded Canada and we’re rapidly on the way to a police state.  Civil war has already begun.  Montreal and Toronto versus Canada. 

It’s all above my pay grade. I watched a stellar jay a moment a go.  The sun is truly lovely. An ant has come  to visit.  There’s something comforting about old picnic tables. Takes me back to the best of times camping with my family.  I also liked the Boy Scouts, Cub Scouts and Church and YMCA camping  experiences.  The picnic table has so many fond memories.  

Random thoughts from a mind that is winding down.  I slept so well. I actually dreamed of holy men and lakes.  Gilbert woke me early. He loves to be helped up on the bed so he can get Laura to give him a morning tummy rub. I went back to sleep only to have Laura wake me thinking there was a bear outside. I think it was a crow that got into the green bag of garbage I’d hung at the back of the camper. I cleaned it up and took Gilbert for a walk. He’s on furosemide and peed longer than I’ve ever seen him pee.  He’s been enjoying drinking more water so the meds must make him thirsty. He’s such a happy little dog. An example to me. I’m more dour. I enjoy life and am happy but he’s much more ready to play and I am slow to play. I miss the puppy some days. We are both a whole lot slower. I’m old like my grandfather and don’t feel it except in the aches and pains.  

I used the generator yesterday to charge all the electronics but today I’ve just run the truck.  

Hallelujah Praise the Lord. Thank you Heavenly Father for all your blessings.  

April 21,2020, Tuesday, Sars-Cov-2, Covid 19, Quarantine

Thank you God for the blue sky and sunshine. Thank you for this cozy home. Thank you for my friend Gilbert.  Thank you for improving his cough. We both sound like old men in the morning. Thank you for clothing and fashion and style. Thank you for hair stylists and nail salons. Thank you for factories and warehouse and truckers. Thank you for space ships.  Thank you for planets and stars.

I am blessed to know you God. Unseen miracle of grace.  I am the bubble make me the sea. You are the potter I am the clay. Thy will be done not my will. May my will grow in wisdom to be your will.  Guide me. Holy Spirit come.

Help family and friends be safe. Let us all know the glory of this story. Let us all laugh together one day in a green room. Thank you for the movie. Thank you for the adventure.  

This Covid 19 intrigue gets better and better. Why did Cuomo ban Hydroxychloroquine? What is the deep state? Why does Trudeau hate Canadians and the west especially so much.

What can I do today to forgive more, Lord. Help me to love not fear. Help me to know you more dearly, see you more clearly.

May the long time sunshine always surround you and The pure light within you guide your way home?

Communism ,the religion of godlessness and atheism is a gangster thing, a throw back to feudal times. There’s Islam too a religion of a warrior god with a history of constant war and jihad celebrated by all.  These two have linked arms and embraced in the U.N. and WHO.  What of liberty and democracy and the God of Love.  Where is there ‘forgiveness’ in either?
Why does Trudeau hate me. I don’t like him. Is that sufficient explanation? Perhaps. He remains my nightmare, the elite, privileged, stupid, grandiose, ignorant, hedonist, selfish, lying, drug abusing, hypocrite.   

Where is my Christian faith when I look at him, today’s Mussolini type reincarnation to the Xi Jinping Hitler reincarnation in some bizarro Joseph Campbell recurring myth of forces of good and evil. What am I doing other than observing and criticizing. Politics the intellectual sports match.  This side and that side. Quebec versus the rest of Canada. Republican and Democrat dichotomy in the US.  

What would Jesus want of me. I do care for the little one. I do daily acts of good will. I am caring and loving in my personal life. But what of this Kardasian reality TV show the media has twisted and thrown up portraying the Trump father figure as evil, the drunken unforgiving Pelosi as wise and Trudeau the deviant child as somehow ‘cute’.  These people are like the gods and goddesses of the Greek and Roman era. All above my pay grade. All horribly affecting me personally with their moodiness and insanity. Why did Cuomo ban the penicillin of this Covid 19 pandemic.  Hydroxychloroquine is proven to be the miracle drug and the Democrats ban it despite it saving the lives of tens of thousands.  What is this Agatha Christie plot.

Communist China releases a virus from the Wuhan lab by stupidity or intent and then lies and cover ups and with the complicity of the corrupt WHO unleashes this pandemic on the planet. Is this really an ‘unconventional war’ like the communists have always waged?  Their own release, the fentanyl epidemic making the communists of China rich. The crime boss of Communist countries is the Central Communist committee

What am I supposed to figure from this mystery?  The atheists question our faith in the mystery but they accept the ‘saniety’ of these story called politics in which Virtue Signalling Trudeau condemns hunters and women who own guns while the day before selling 14 billion arms to Saudi Arabia after giving the Wuhan Lab which killed Canadians so many millions. The ISIS terrorists find sanctuary here after killing our allies and we as a country thanks to Quebec and the scab voters are now aligned with China.

Does it matter Lord. Should I care?  Even my own family supports Trudeau because he pays more to the east. If I was in the east I suppose I’d support this silliness too. The unions supported the NDP because they paid the Union. Politics always a matter of strange bedfellows.

I talk each day now to people going crazy alone listening to the CBC, People’s Daily propaganda channel and not making any sense of what is being told them because George Carlin was right, we are just owned and we’re taught we are more than peasants. Some of us are a better class of peasant.  But our leaders vacation with helicopters on lavish islands surrounded by guns and easy women who give their children for the sexual pleasures. 

Intrigue and more intrigue. 

It’s a mess.

Now you Lord are pure and light. I look to you and there is only one way. You are one. The one becomes many.  All the bits of the universe come back to The young Big Bang creator, hallelujah, joy and wonder and all.  Never let me forget you. Help me always see you as my lighthouse, my lodestar.  May I lift my head high and not get lost in the maze of myriad muddle.  The lies of diversity. The slogans of running dog hypocrites. How funny their language is.  I love  dogs but ‘running dogs’ is such a metaphor to a people who starving and poor were set on once by packs because their leaders didn’t feed them.  Now my leadership doesn’t give me an xbox.  I want a spaceship. I need to get off this planet.  But I’ll settle for going outside.

We are in prison and the warden isn’t even letting us walk in the yard. There are two groups now. Those who want this quarantine to continue till fall and see the death and disease of poverty destroy the west with greater destruction than this disease threatened and those who want to go shopping, work and camp and lie out in the woods listening to crickets.

It’s a strange time. I don’t know. The thing could have been written by Tolstoy. So many characters and a stream of consciousness twitter plot right out of sci fi. I imagine that the last crisis of the banks was cocaine and escort driven, the great Goldman Sachs orgy and government bail out but this is more LSD. They are doing hallucinogens in Washington Paris, Ottawa and Beijing.  Everyone getting together and dropping acid.

Joe Bidden is groping another child and I can’t say the word ‘fuck’ without paying a millions dollars and having my precious time stolen by the Borg .  I must love more, resent less, and be thankful. Yes God, you are good. And this is just strange.  Thank you Jesus. I certainly can relate to a carpenter who got it in the neck for talking love and peace around the Romans.  The Romans of your day were like the Communists of today.  Military tough.
 I’m Klinger. I want to wear dresses and lingerie.  I’m old and soft. I play the Monty Python sketch over and over again, “Always look on the bright side of life”.
I’ve fought bullies all my life and now I’m just waiting to die.  I don’t think this was a good movie. I think the plot and characterization were muddled. Too much reactive acting and too much knee jerk and panic.  I with I had the time and budget but the elite have the time and the budget and they’re creating B grade porn.  Help me write a poem I can be thankful for.  Let this day be a good day and help me to channel thy love and peace.  

Hallelujah. Thank you Jesus. 

Easter Monday, Covid 19, Quarantine

Christ has risen. Christ has risen indeed.  Christ means messiah.  Christ will come again.  Each day of the year there is renewal and at this time of Easter, the rituals of his death and resurrection, the time in the tomb and his resurrection, it seems the world as a whole renews spiritually. I feel renewed.  When I walked Gilbert Easter morning, it was as if the air shimmered and sparkled. The sun and blue sky was simply stunning.

I wished I had a white dress and bright coloured bonnet, long white gloves and pretty sandals so I could join the ladies for Easter Sunday church service. As a boy I identified more with the frivolity and laughter of the ladies than the somber men accompanying them. We children then were still with the women. The rite of passage to being a man would come later. Often in my dreams I’ m in this afterlife with my mother and grandmother and all these lovely women, like exotic birds, having tea. I’m a child wandering through this endless world.  It was a happy time. A safe time.  I loved my father but my mother and the women of the church were so special.  The men were outside and we were inside. The fragrances and the colours were life itself.  I remember that this year.  Ive so many memories returning. Nostalgia. The heightened awareness of life under siege.  The partial isolation.  I’m even remembering and dreaming of the dogs in my life, Sunny, Shinto, Stuart and of course my present companion, Gilbert. Our walks are the best part of the day.

The Communist Chinese began this whole affair in a bio weapons lab. The bat story is the cover up. The article I’d read in Lancet had been a communist ‘alternative story’.  The bio weapon virus is not disclaimed, only blurred. The World Health Organization had been co-opted by the Chinese Communists. The UN has long been dominated by dictators, either communist or the ‘unalligned’ mostly ‘sharia’ dictators of the Middle East. It’s unconventional war.  The international community had sanctioned the Wuhan Stage 4 Lab for doing experiments of bat to human transfer of Coronavirus.  The Harvard Virologist and the Canadian Stage 4 Lab virologists had been arrested last year for complicity in assisting the Wuhan lab Caronvirus research. Now the bug had escaped, most likely. 

I laughed when my friend suggested a drunken scientist and a cocaine addicted luscious lady had, after one to many and in the passion of sex and ego left a door or window open.  SARS and Ebola had been contained. But this wasn’t contained because Xi Jinping and the Central Committee of the Chinese Communist Party did not want the news leaked.  One account says it was to ‘save face.” But that’s old Confusian Chinese character.  The Communists don’t care about face, they care only for power and world domination. At the time of the ‘accident’, Hong Kong was in open rebellion. The Iranian ally, the Muslim Religious Police and Army, had just shot down a commercial airliner of Ukraine. The northern tribes were on the verge of open revolt with 3 million in camps equivalent to the nefarious gulag. The CCP had killed and imprisoned  a million or more Falun Gong and they just wouldn’t stay down. Taiwan would not be cowed by the build up of military across the strait which the US Navy had taken to patrolling. The jets and aircraft carriers they were turning out were having problems. They wanted world dominion but couldn’t fight a conventional war without likelihood of loss, like they had, when they tried to invade India. Even Tibet threatened to revolt despite all the CCP measures of total destruction.

The WHO had a corrupt Maoist politician Tedros Adhanom as head.  The whistleblowing doctors were silenced, arrested, imprisoned and killed. The Pandemic spread.  Communists don’t account individual lives like democracies do.  Mao murdered a hundred million of his own people. Stalin murdered sixty million.  The CCP controlled the reproductive life of their whole population with threat of sterilization if anyone broke the law of one child per couple. Marx and Engles wanted to destroy the family. Everyone was an informer.  It was certainly a time that needed distraction.

The west was standing up to the incursions in every area that had gone on for a decade.  Slave labour and cheap goods had appealed to the virtue signalling vanity of the west. China had expanded it’s influence everywhere.  They would dominate and control the Pacific Rim.  It didn’t matter what Taiwan, Japan, South Korea or Australia or New Zealand or Singapore had to say about it. They would rule.  That was their next goal in their eventual plan of world domination.  Politically allying with the Middle Eastern dictators.  Just as Japan and Italy and Germany had once allied, against  their common deomocratic enemy bringing these dictatorships  together. Agenda 21 and the UN continued to serve the Communist Chinese.

Now there was this virus. Covid 19.  A pandemic that could have been stopped. A cover up. It’s by the cover up you know the psychopaths.  The evil deed is known by the lie.  So the pandemic unfolds.

The lock down is the response to the attack.  The economy of the west is hurt but it’s turning out now that the Communist plan like so many intellectualizations isn’t working as hoped. Turkey has sued China for a trillion damages.  Hundreds of countries are hurt by the pandemic which was correctly called the Chinese Flu or better still the Communist Disease.  Japan and other countries are pulling manufacturing out of China. The US has offered to pay companies  and corporations to relocate back to the the US.  

Trudeau and Quebec have alligned themselves with the Chinese and UN dictatorships.  The majority of Canadians are slow to react.  All the unethical economic waste that preceded this crisis has left the country in terrible debt.  Thousands spent on blow up dolls of the PM and paying out millions to terrorists and a useless expensive Liberal senate and the buying of the CBC have all cost Canadians as their pensions and welfare are eroded. We  live more and more like the third world in an old age dream of retirement. The lock down has hit everyone. 

The scientific medical phase of the siege assault is being won and now the economic war begins.  Slowly work resumes with face masks, social distancing and small congregations of people.  The year to come continues to be one of caution. A second wave of the Covid 19 could be like the second wave of Spanish Flu. That one was worse. But today we are light years ahead in science.  What took two years to learn in the Aids epidemic we’ve achieved in 2 months. There are already cures and the lethality of the virus is little compared to the previous epidemics.  Just as bacteria once decimated nations but was beat by Sulfa and Penicillin so to viruses are being cured and prevented with vaccines.  A vaccine will provide protection as will herd immunity.  Back to work in May and vaccines by fall or winter.

Thats the medical emergency. But there’s intrigue and mystery and world leaders like Mr. Trump and Mr. Johnson have advisors discussing the very big picture that involves banks, air craft carriers, trade, and so much more than the media and social media algorithms can disclose. The media still finds the Kardasian reality of Identity politics relative. The Health Minister of Canada calls the scientists and physicians who criticize her incompetence as racist. The media portrays that.  Media is made for the masses. It’s at best set to the level of high school or a year or two of college.  Writing for internet attention should never be more than a paragraph long because of the limited attention span of modern generations. No one reads a book. The meme is the message.  McLuhans was right.  It’s  entertainment and reality tv.

Behind the scenes there is so much more.  I get a glimpse of the depth when I read an article from Nature or Science and remember looking into the complex world of the electron microscope. Wheels within wheels.

It’s Easter Monday. There is hope.  Spring is here.  I see women have begun to wear sun dresses and bare legs. I’m hopeful that bikini season is coming soon. We may not be able to touch but we can still look.  Christ has risen. Hallelujah.  I woke this morning without a fever, sore throat, or cough.