It’s been a cloudy week for a holiday. The sunny days have been wonderful. I love the Hot Springs RV park despite it being tight. The owners are terrific and helped me back into this spot. I have a great view of mountains. From my window I can see the lake. It’s right by the Minearl Hot Springs pool right beside Glencoe where we came with the camper.
I was pleased to load up the Vespa on the bac of the jeep and tow the jeep behind the Thor Hurricane. With construction it was a long drive on Friday but a good feeling getting here. There was a problem with the surge protector and shore cord being burnt out. I was however able to drive into Chilliwack and get replacements at O’Connor.
On Saturday I was able to drive back to Chilliwack and leave the Vespa. I’ve decided that the Jeep is enough. I’m also going to be glad to put more money on bringing down the loan debt at RBC for the Jeep. I’m paying the loan on the Thor and the Jeep. I’m also going to be putting money in the tax free savings account.I’m still working and saving for retirement. I feel poor though but thankful. I have arrived at the optimum arrangement of motorhome and jeep for home and future travel. I work from different places with the Starlink. I’m looking forwards to another winter in Southern California and Arizona. I have been blessed by my mood has been a bit self pitying, envious and resentful. So I’ve certainly got character defects and work to do on them.
I took my 29 year cake on the Wednesday night last week. I remembered how as a family physician I sent only a few patients to see psychiatrists because they were difficult and a free drunks were trouble. The rest of the patients were a pleasure. Now here I am one of the difficult ones having spent a life time working with the difficulty annd feeling unappreciated. Looking back on my life I regret that I don’t see the positives as much as I could and still cling to thee memories of the trials. Meanwhile God has always been with me.
Lauras took a taxi to join me on Thursday night. Madigan loves her company and that our gang expands from 2 to 3. I don’t like that he still piddles to mark his territory and humps her leg at night. He’s a good boy and I am blessed to have a dog and girl for company, It’s easier, less lonely, more ful filled. I’m less anxious with the two of them
I forgot to leave the Vespa keys with Victor so went for brunch with him again. I signed the papers for the Vespa to be transferred and enjoyed Spanish omelettes at Victor’s favourite restaurant. I believe the fellow who owns it is a member of our club. It’s good to be 29 years but still astonishing. I’m living one day at a time and only bothered by the economics and security.
Meanwhile Facebook and X tell of the ‘replacement’ and invasion with the government waste and incompetence. I am disturbed by the Carney corruption and Bronfman scandal just an extension of the SNC Lavalin scandal. Meanwhile Elon Musk audited the US and found USAid was giving money to Hamma and that there were some million dead people collecting money and voting. I’m sure it’s worse in CAnada. The billions spent in the Ukraine continues with the WEF NWO trying to align with Aetheist Communit China which is alligned in a monst unholy way with the Muslim Brotherhood. Netanyahu and President Trump have fought Iran and continue to try to free the Iranian people Venezuela and Iran ‘s capacity to supply oil to China has been stopped so Xi Jinping can’t invade Taiwan. So while the American’s fight for freedom Carney and the Laurentian elite continue to align us with Carney and his climate change yesterday news while Brookfield gets rich and the Muslim invasion continued. Thankful the pushback increases. We watched Citizen Vigilante last night .
I’ve been reading Louis L’Amour novels. Comforting with the good guys wining against the bad guys. I miss that in the lack of moral compass in politics.
I’m praying. I’m still seething a few patients but this is mostly a holidays, I’ve not had one for a while, The only time off I’ve taken is the 4 day drive. South and the 5 day drive north. I’m thinking of Palm Springs and FOY again this year, In August I thought to go to Nakusp but I could just return here for a couple of weeks.
The mineral springs public pool is open again and I’ve made it there for two soaks and I even survived a freezing water dip in the lake,. I had ideas of daily swings in cold want but with the cloud and rain and the water so cold I haven’t performed well, I’ve enjoyed the couch and reading and watch Cold Cases on tv at night. I”ve been barbecuing for Laura Madigan and I. We had fish and chips from the local corner shop.
Life is Good. Thank you Jesus, I’ve patients to see this morning.
There’s a meeting at noon. I could make if I left here earlier and listened to the patient on the phone while I drove there. That’ s the plan. I attended two doctor on line meetings on the weekend and think I need tthis help because I’ve a bit of the RiD - restless irritab le and discontent. Meanwhile I’ve got a thousand dollars from a rifle sale and my anxiety is about future financial insecurity, my continued work, and irritations like the techs not being able to solve the transmission hazard light being on, I have to get th Thor into the Ford dealer for maintenance and plan a hair cut for Madigan. I just feel all of this as wearying. It’s not at all strenuous but my pissy mood is feeling self pity and resentment. I really must have more gratitude. I must have more faith
Thank you God for this day and for all your blessings. Thank you Jesus.
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