Hollywood RV Park - Thor Hurricane Motorhome - Friday, Jan. 2, 2026

I am awake. I have left the warmth and pleasure of my cozy bed with the electric blanket and gorgeous woman and the little busy dog. I have addressed toileting and laid out my carpet sitting for a half hour. I’ve prayed and meditated. I open myself to God. God is the prime mover.  God is the creator. I’m a second thought.  I ask that God lead and guide and protect and teach me. I pray for those I love and care for, family, friends, patients.  

I dreamed of Dad last night. It was in the mountain forest I often go to. We had the truck and hunting gear and I was thankful .  I expressed my gratitude.  There were dear in the woods and he encouraged me to shoot them but i was more focused on tidying up the camp and departure. It was so comforting to have my dad in my dream, his strength and wisdom. He was always so capable and competent. I was truly blessed with the finest of fathers.  

A couple of nights back I was blessed to share in Laura’s dreams.  Our dreams overlapped and I was with her in the next world interacting with the people she’s loves and cares for.  

Other’s are up. I’ve seen a couple and a mistress and her dog and just now our new neighbours, a pretty young girl coming back to her rig from the Ladies.Last night I saw two men and two women pul in the C class.  

God is all. There is nought but God.  I am in this universe that is an algorithm that is ruled by karma and kindness.  What I think returns to me.  What I say return to me. Judge not lest you be judged.  Do not be afraid. I am thankful for Jesus and the gospels.  

God within.  I shut off the outside world and focus on my breathing and vast endlessness within.  As outside so is there inside. As above so below.

I call on you God to be nearer me. God above me, God below me, God to the right of me. God to the left of me. God before me, God behind me. God within me. 

Today we are going to Huntington Library at the recommendation of Robert whose family visited often. 

Now another dog and walker are outside.  I imagine i could do this.  Madigan is sleeping with Laura in the bed still and likes to walk with her in the morning. He poops with her best in the morning. I think he knows that what’s delights her and he wants to please her. With me we’re walking a lot and he’s distracted by the scents of other dogs and his mission to explore.

It’s cloudy but yesterday it cleared in the afternoon so we had blue sky. I feel badly for Laura because she’s had the storms and rain and cloudy days with only a few hot and sunny.  I’ll be driving on to southern Califorinai and Arizona where there is more desert and sun.  I’ve really enjoyed her company.  I continue to work but not so much over these holidays.  I’ll be working more at the next stop where I’ll stay another 2 to 3 weeks before moving on.  This last 2 to 3 weeks with Laura here has been so full.  I’ve enjoyed our outings and our time together. I’ll miss her when she leaves and Madigan and I become a two rather than part of a three. He likes the bigger grouping on principle.  I don’t like many but sure enjoy Laura’s presence.  She’s easy company.  Smells good too.

Now she’s up and putting a leash on the mutt.  Lots of growling tail wagging excitement and jumping about.  Off they go.

I just feel a glow within, comforted, pleasant, apart of something bigger than myself.  Gratitude. Thank you Jesus. Thank you God. Thank you Holy Spirit.