Burnaby - Journal

I have another day to be grateful. To give thanks for  Madigan, for my own body and life. I am a station of sight and sound, feeling, impression, smells and intuitions. I have a vast collection of old memories like DVD’s/ and micro assets and cloud accesss. I have woken and rejoined the collective unconscious.  I am a child of God , made in the image of God. I’m a length of DNA programming, a holographic chip off the greater plate, a being a ‘who man’.  A self aware self questioning entity. Who awoke today and said, God. 

I am not alone.  I am a part of.  I am in this life this puzzle, this program.  I iamagine I programmed it myself with a higher power,  I created this life to gain awareness and character and principle.  I am here to learn love.  Jesus said that he was God but he was not alone. He came from the Father wand would send a Holy Spirit. My friend Bernie prayed each day, “Holy Spirit Come”.  My friend Willie spoke in tongues to invite the Holy Spirit in. I supposed I danced.

I’m stiff and in pain and the chakra centers of my back seem blocked at the Sacral Centre and the Heart Centre.  The chiropractor adjusts there and I get relief from pain and restriction.  As above so below.  So the mind body connection to me is such that my journey 

The orange sacral chakra, according to chakra 101 is the site of sexuality, pleasure and creativity.  Certainly that is what my mind reverts to.  The chakra is imagined as a wheel. I imagine the spinning Apple icon that gets stuck when overwhelmed on the computer.  Issues here are associated with low back pain impotence and feelings of self worth.  The green heart chakra roughly associated with the point in the spine at the level of the heart. It refers to the site of love and compassion and is associated with problems of weight ,heart and asthma. People with issues here often put others first and when blocked have feelings of loneliness and insecurity.  

Given that I’m having problems with sight and hearing the Third Eye Chakra or Brow chakra can be involved. It’s the connection between intuition and affects intuition and imagination. When well a person can see the big picture. 

Personally I feel like there’s this chimney that filled with soot. I like the prayer make me a channel of your peace. In my work I feel like I’m channeling but that I’m so entangled with those who are so angry and frightened that I’m pulled down. I used to dream of flighing and being chased by crowds who would pull me down with their gravity. I feel relieved when I’m alone and rejuvenate in the presence of the holy.  The sickness within is a sadness .  I remember my father longing to be reunited with mom and the two of them finding each other again at the moment of his death.  I’m grateful for this time on earth that allows me to grow and recover and rise.  I like to say I play hide and seek with Jesus but have bought a motorhome called Thor and last night watched yet another episode of Vikings given the Irish Scottish in me much share the Celtic Viking DNA. The Celtic DNA predates the Vikings.  Somee 20% of Irish Scottish DNA is Vikings.  

I laughed with my friendship with John my Danish Australian psychiatrist friends whose son I hunted with.  Perhaps humor is what is in the DNA for those i share laughter in a tribal sense are most akin and may have been through many lives. The Tibetan book of the Dead says we reincarnate in a thousand soul caste which moves us forward karmically.

I loved listening to Cole talk of the god current we are in as we head for the sea.  We are all being carried forward on this love.,

The Christian mysticism of Evelyn Underwood and Richard Rohr supports this and I have another day to adventure and explore.

The dog needs a walk. I’ve a meeting this morning.  I’ll have another coffee when I return.

Thank you God.