Thank you for the adventure.
Laura texted and she’s waiting for the light to come so she can walk her the dog she is sitting. I’m waiting to walk Madigan too. We don’t like the dark in the morning. I like the heat and dry down south but remember er the short days there too. Here it’s exciting as the days grow longer in spring.
This is all God’s creation. I think I was most impressed by the wonder and scale when I first looked at pond water through my microscope as a child. So much complexity. God is great. I love Phillips book, Your God is too small.
Each day I wake up and the new program has been be4en installed and runs till i go to sleep. There’s God time which is really big and my little time. I liked listening to the fellow studying fruit flies and the DNA changes in a day life of a fruit fly.
Maija had her 97 yo birthday. Vecsmamin lived to be over 100. Dad lived to be 94 but Mom ahd died 5 years before and he was anxious and lonely after she was gone. I have felt a hollow emptiness alone at sea a thousand miles from the nearest. God is what fills the space and is also the space. I remember discussing gravity in San Francisco and how little we knew. Watching the Sufi’s dance I thought I grasped something in the movement.
I need the light to see where Madigan poops to pick it up in a baggy. I take a head lamp to see for that task in the dark. I liked walking with my cat Moon in the woods.
Politics will come into the world when I open Facebook and X. Here there is peace. I don’t even hear the traffic just the sound of the heater fan. There’s the train tracks near by with trains passing several times a day. The coffee is good. I’ve had eye vitamins and ibuprofen and zinc and Vitamin B12. I’ve fish oil but today had the Cumin anti inflammatory and tsp of apple cider vinegar with the morning orange juice. I need more baby ASA. I used the British Rose butter. It’s almost light . Shooting light. I could recognize horns almost. I’m still enjoying the coffee. Laura texted me that she had learned how to use the coffee machine so was having coffee too.
It’s a my Monday Fast Day.
I would know you better God. I have the sense that you are present but I would see and feel you more clearly. I would experience your joy more full. I would Grok you as they said in Stranger in a Strange land.
I’m passing through . I’m born alone and die alone and was blessed to have the love and care of my parents,brother, family, aunts. I think of Adell and the nephews and wish Ron was here to see the great nephews and great neice. I could be closer but fear that all I’ve seen and done and attracted and attract might influence. I stay away from innocent and feel like warriors must always have felt. I have lost my innocence, known evil and fought evil and yet All is God and there’s a zen or presence that’s known only when you’ve been in the depth. The Long Dark Night of the Soul. I’m blessed today and thankful for the grace of God. Thank you Jesus.
These a little pink in the sky at the edge of the grey clouds
I just read Jesus saying in the Holy Bible, “I am in the father and the father is in me”. I am like a digital program in the digital hologram. I am the same ‘code’ as the father. God said “I am”. This ‘being news’ is me and God. We are God stuff, star dust and co creators, the Word.
Thank you Jesus. Thank you God . There’s is enough light to walk Madigan. Now,.

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