Journal - evening

I was in a pissy mood most of day.  I guess this is what moon sensitive folk feel. I’m just reacting to the rains and clouds or some past issue with Sept.  

I am glad I had enough sense to get out. I had to drop off some files at the clinic. Started out hoping for wind therapy on the Vespa but it spitting so I took Madigan and the Mini.  Good that. I listened to more Joseph Campbell about Homo Erectus. 

Phoned Laura and she was glad to go for lunch.  Parked and let her know I’d arrived.  Madigan was ecstatic. His favourite friend. I’ve given up calling her his mommy because he’s always trying to hump her leg so it makes him look invested.  Better a favourite friend.

Amoka was great.  Laura had Ham and Cheese and I shared the Turkey sandwich with Madigan.  Two cappucino’s. He was whining and wanting to jump on our laps.  I told Laura I was in a pissy mood.  Shared what was happening at work.  Thanked her for willingness to listen to drivel and anxiety.

She laughed. Said she was glad to see Madigan and Me.  We walked up to Blenz.  I’d a couple of hours parking. It was up so quick. Hugged and departed.

We’re getting together this Friday.

At home I order emergency rescue flares from Canadian . Again wanted to take the Vespa but it was raining. They texted me to say it was ready for pick up.  I picked up my Laundry and drove there.  Was at the door at 6:02 and the manager said they were closed. I remembered India and did a quick phone video.  Commented outside filming Canadian Tire. Just a pissy day.

Sent an email to support saying I’d been and refused service at 6:02.  He said it was 6:05.  I was back in my car pulling away at 6:04.  

I hope they deliver it tomorrow. 

I told Laura I’m always ‘wrestling with God’ and consider that an example of what I can learn. I prayed for him. I thought I never walked out of a delivery saying ‘you’re late’.  I think people are being rewarded if they are more robotic. Texted Laura and she said how her staff just walk out on the time while she left late. Rememinded me of the nurse that walked out of the surgery and the other nurse arrived ten minutes late.  I was able to hand the surgeon the tools, he was removing a lung and the nurse left because her shift ended.  

I’ve barbecued pork chops and had them with the corn and potato, butter and sour cream. Great meal. I’m looking forward to a bought meal but trying to use up the fridge food so I can defrost and have the freezer and fridge cleaned.  3 partridge still to go.  

Now watching Invasion. Not feeling as pissy as I did. I think it’s the weather .  

I was happy to be paid and to pay taxes and pay off my credit card.  I’m getting by but managing.  

Thank you God. Thank you Jesus.