Saturday, July 7, 2012

I pray I to forgive

Lord, I pray to forgive all those who have physically hurt me, beat me, slapped me, punched me, kicked me, and spit on me,  I pray especially Lord to forgive  those who did this through their own deep seated fear and anger and used me in their sordid dramas of life to feel superior and in control of their sorrowfully chaotic lives.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who have said mean,  unkind , hurtful words to me.  I especially pray to forgive those who used me for the outlet to their own demonic associations.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who lied to me and made false promises especially those who did so knowingly thinking they were clever and smart in their deceit and degradation..
Lord I pray to forgive all those who have borrowed money and property from me and never returned it despite false promises especially those who never intended to or should know their own history of repeated abuses of others in this regard and cease such depravity.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who drunken or stoned on alcohol or  drugs were out of touch with reality and perceived the world through the degenerate vision of their chemically induced brain damage so that they harmed me as collateral damage of their self centered hedonistic cowardly lives.
Lord I pray to forgive all those whose disease and sickness have made them unaware their own conceit, arrogance, bullying and stupidity.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who somewhat knowing of their problems with  social toilet training  refuse to acknowledge and seek help for the soiling and stink they make in my world.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who have hurt me and those I love, in their pursuit of power and abuse of power for power's sake out of their own existential angst and hysteria about their own imminent demise.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who have hurt or tried to hurt my family and closest friends and my pets and property.  .
Lord, I pray to forgive all those who have brought false testimony against me.
Lord  I pray to forgive all those who have knowingly used false testimony against me for their own nefarious politics.
Lord I pray to forgive all those who have gossipped and lied about me and tried to dishonour and disparage my good reputation, my good name  and my good word especially those who are see their mission in life to be critics and always 'chop the heads off others in an attempt to make themselves look taller".
Lord I pray to forge all those who have delved in evil, dissipated themselves and sought to bring this world and espeically my world into the hell of their own ignorant imagining.
Lord I pray to forgive myself for my lack of faith and all those times I have acted without consideration of you and your goodness.
Help me to love more and fear less.
Thy will be done.

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